Busy? or entertainment?

Yess....
For this few days i've been busy...
Busy with outings...
Busy with assignments....
And others....

Even though I am busy...
I still search for entertainments...
To release some of the pressure inside the head....
Maybe....
And recently...
The last movie that I watched...
Is death race...
And the movie is so exciting and fascinating...
Plus by the happy ending of the story....
And...
It somehow keeps me awake when I actually do feel sleepy before I watched it...
For the movie ratings...
I wanna give a 5 star to the movie(death race)...
Yess it is a 18SG movie...

Oh Oh...
It reminds me of one incident...
When we walk to the counter to buy the tickets...
Me and Wanie and Kak Reen....
One of the worker there said that this movie is just for 18 and above...
And ya we know that...
Plus we had already pass that age...
Or maybe she is just trying to be sarcastic...
By the tone of her voice talking to us...
or.....
I dont know...
But well...
We're taking it positively...
By take it as a compliment...
That we looked younger than our real age..
Haha....
It's just to ease our heart....
=P

shopping?

Saturday..
hari best..
sebab...
dapat shopping~
macam macam yang dibeli...
dgn orang yang ramai...
ada yang datang dengan family..
ada juga yang bersama rakan rakan...
tak lupa juga yang datang berpasangan...
ada yang membelek belek barangan...
window shopping...
ada juga yang shopping sakan...
sampai ber bag bag di tangan...
aku...
salah seorang daripada mereka...
beberapa jam pertama...
aku hanya berjalan window shopping...
lepas tu...
pergi mengisi perut yang kosong...
lepas perut telah diisi oleh makanan yang agak mengenyangkan...
baru bertambah semangat nak membeli belah...
perjalanan disekitar shopping mall diteruskan...
mata meneliti barang barang....
kemudian aku mula membeli...
dan membeli...
dan membeli....
setelah lebih kurang 4 paper bag di tangan..
aku penat...
berasa malas nak jalan dah...
kemudian balik.....
tapi hatiku riang...
sebab dah lama tak shopping macam tu...
best!!~
=D

tarikh cantik hari baik

20082008?
wahh...
cantik sungguh date...
hari pon cantik...
best sangat hari ni...
alhamdulillah...
kebanyakan hajat dihati...
dimakbulkan tuhan...
teringin nak makan fast food...
dapat...
teringin nak tengok fireworks...
dapat...
teringin nak jumpa orang yang susah sangat nak jumpa...
dapat...
best best best~
sangat best~
had a great day today...!
hehehe...
=D

-Feel so happy that makes me wanna dance and jump~ huhu

best

best...
hari ni...
banyak kebetulan...
yang tak disangka sangka...
dari pagi...
dah ade beberapa situasi yang tak kujangka berlaku..
salah satu nya...,
risau yang teramat memikirkan kerja copywriting...
takot terbuat salah..
takot dimarah...
or outcome yang negative from lecturer...
tapi...
sebenarnye...
sebaliknya....
alhamdulillah...
lecturer suka hasil kerja ku dan groupmate ku, Kak Reen...
hurmm...
sungguh tak disangka...
membuat kami tersenyum keriangan...
dan sangat lega...
mungkin...
ada sesuatu yang DIA nak tunjukkan...
or...
mungkin juga...
ade makna disebalik setiap yang tejadi....
tapi...
aku tetap happy...
dan bersyukur...
kerana...
walau ape pon terjadi...
aku percaya akan ada hikmah disebalik semua ni...
dan aku tidaklah keseorangan...
masih ramai disekelilingku yang menyayangiku...
dan menghargai erti perhubungan...
walau apa sekalipun...
dan kegembiraan itu...
akan lebih bermakna...
apabila dikongsi...
bersama semua...

-alhamdulillah~

"when you say nothing at all"

When you say nothing at all- Ronan Keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word
You can light up the dark
Try as i may
I could never explain
What i hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Let's me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all)

-I just hear back this song and it stucks on my mind... The song is soothing and it makes me touched when i hear it...

awkward

"awkward"

yes..
it is...
i feel that...
it's been hounting me...
i don't know why...
whats wrong...
maybe others know...
but...
i don't...
i wan't to...
don't know how...
been trying to...
didn't get it...
just don't understand...
keep on thinking bout it...
time by time...
day by day...
still searching...

-still the same me...hoping everything's gonna be alright~

10 days...

"10 hari"

aku...
tetap disini...
hari berlalu...
tapi...
masih sama...
tak berubah...
tapi...

aku..
pelik...
bingung...
tertanya tanya...
resah...
kenapa...
apa sebabnya...
entah..
sampai bila...
tak tahu...
hurm...

Friday

yeah...
its friday...
I had finished the discussion for online advertising..
where we had to read 3 articles...
and its done alreay...
then I continue to sleep after getting back from class...
when I woke up I feel release a bit...
because all submissions for this week are settled...
and I already get some rest...
now...
Im in need of entertainment!
doesn't matter what...
I wanna watch wallE~
But don't know wether wanna go with whom yet...
huhu...

- wallE~ wallE~ wallE~ I want~~~ -.-

....

"mish"
short sentences: I mish u...
so much....

Thursday

It's already Friday~
coz the clock is almost to 1 o'clock now..
I am so tired because lately I didn't get enough sleep..
and busy with assignments..
I've submitted 2 assignements already that is MI and Video post production..
that we have to make a movie trailer...
After I come back from the morning class..
I've been sitting in front of my pc and chatting with my friends..
and I skip my lunch..
even though Im hungry but because of too tired..
I lost my appetite to eat..
Then after zuhur,
I plan to get a nap because I have class at 2..
But I couldn't make it because Im too sleepy to wake up..
So I just continue sleep arround an hour plus..
After that I went to alamanda with my friends wanie and wanie eng..
there's 2 wanie..
after I came back from alamanda..
I stayed at wanie eng rooms because I am tired to climb up the stairs..
because I have to go to AGMs for UPG club..
wanie eng gave me magazine to read..
and we eat and chatting...
right after that..
I went to the AGM..
right after came back..
I switch my pc on..
and wrote here...
I still have to read 3 articles for my online advertisement class...
I am so tired and I need an entertainment~
And SLEEP~
=(

A to Z

I just read a magazine this evening..
and its my friend's magazine..
and there's are columns about love..
and it's stated about A to Z about love..
or for those who are in a relationship..
just wanna share... =)

A- Alliance = Alliance from 2 heart
B- Brighten = love can brighten ur life
C- Caring = Love will be valuable if we care for each other
D- Dear = People that you love is the one who is important to you
E- Enhance = Have to try to enhance your love even though the love is there
F- Forever = To make the love stay forever
G- Good = Be a good friend to be a good lover
H- Honest = Honest in relationship
I- Intelegent = Intelligent in make decisions
J- Joke = Cheer up your life with jokes
K- Kind = Be kind
L- Loyalty = Loyal to your partner
M- Manner = Always be in a good manner
N- Need = Have the needing feeling
O- Objective = Must have objective for the relationship
P- Passion = Must have the passion to achieve the objective
Q- Quality = The quality is the most important in the relationship, not by forces or sympathy
R- Responsibility = From sincerity, there is responsibility
S- Survive = Fight for it
T- Tolerate = Being tolerate to each other
U- Unpredictable = There must be something that is unpredictable
V- Valuable = Appreciate because it is valuable
W- Wish = Try to give as what your partner wish for
X- X Factor = The Xfactor of love is SACRIFICE
Y- You = Anything that you've done
Z- Zero = Always forgiving

berbuka..

hari ni..
puasa lagi..
kelas full..
dari pagi sampai petang..
tidur pun tak cukup..
mata pun bengkak..
kepala pening..
perut lapar..
tapi takpe..
masih bersabar...
bersabar menanti waktu berjalan...

hari ni..
kene submit assignment MI..
copywriting consult dengan lecturer...
lepas tu kelas online advertising..
belajar pasal handphone2..
best..
menarik..
dapat news dari lecturer..
pasal MI trip..
pegi Ulu Yam..
at first agak kecewa..
sebab dalam hati teringin sangat sangat nak ke pantai..
nak menikmati desiran ombak laut..
tapi apa kan daya...
lecturer's da buat keputusan...
bukan nya apa..
baru lepas pergi camp UPG dekat hutan..
air terjun..
lebih kurang macam MI trip yang akan datang ni...
tapi aku tetap akan pergi jikalau tiada apa yang menghalang..
kerna mahu meluangkan masa dengan rakan2..
dan memang kami wajib ke trip ni atas dasar assignment...
sesi petang, kelas MI..
submit sketch book dan CD assignment..
dapat briefing assignment baru...
balik petang sambung buat movie trailer..
hingga tiba waktu berbuka..
dengan sederhana...
aku berbuka dengan air sejuk dan pisang..
kemudian ke alamanda...
makan di johny's...
Alhamdulillah kenyang...
terima kasih awak..
appreciate it...
kemudian, balik ke MMU..
sambung buat movie trailer untuk disubmit esok...

- alangkah best kalau dapat tidur.....mata sangat mengantuk...

rezeki part 2

"rezeki"
bercakap pasal rezeki..
teringat nak tules pasal sesuatu..
semenjak dua menjak ni..
suka dengar ade lagu ni..
tajuk nya menjaga hati..
dinyanyikan oleh indonesia band, yovie and nuno..
selalu dengar lagu tu dekat playlist..
lagu tu menyayat hati..
bole buat orang rasa sedih..
dan macam macam lagi..
kerna lirik nya penuh dgn makna..
melodi nya juga menenagkan..
kira tak stress kalau dengar lagu ni...
dan mungkin buat kita teringat kenangan kenangan lalu..
secara tak sengaja..
satu hari ni..
maxis bagi message..
dia kata..
ade caller ringtone free..
untuk terima reply YES..
agak terkejut mula mula..
sebab maxis ni macam tahu tahu pulak..
memang tengah minat lagu tu..
so ini bole dikira macam rezeki la..
bukan semua orang dapat..
dapat lagu yang kita suka pulak tu..
alhamdulillah..
and thanx maxis..
hehe..

- best dapat caller ringtone free..lagu favorite pulak tu.. =)

rezeki

"rezeki"
ia ada di mana mana..
tanpa mengira
waktu, hari, bila, dimana, apa, siapa,
ia tetap ada..
cuma..
terpulang kepada Allah SWT untuk menentukan..
rezeki berpihak pada siapa..
tanpa mengira jantina..
tanpa mengira usia..

Selalunya kita berpendapat..
jikalau ada rezeki takkan kemana..
jadi..
Doa, amalan, adalah bekalan yg sangat berharga...
moga moga kita dimurahkan rezeki..
insyaallah...

- rezeki ada di mana mana..

time

"time"
in 1 minute..
there is 60 second..
in 1 hour..
there is 60 minute..
in 1 day..
there is 24 hours..
in 1 month..
there is 30 days..
in 1 year..
there is 365 days..

time after time..
day by day..
week by week..
month by month..
year by year...
time passing by..
how much have we contribute in our life according to time..?
or we just let the time pass by and just let all the chances gone?
or we miss the options to make choices?
think about it.....

-appreciate every single second that we have and try to not waste it...

laugh

"laugh"
hari ni..
ada banyak kejadian kejadian yang menarik berlaku..
contohnya..
kerisauan tentang assignments..
kepala yang pening..
perut yang lapar..
tapi..
setelah lepas waktu maghrib..
aku dan rakan2 ku keluar mencari makanan..
untuk berbuka puasa..
mulanya pergi ke destinasi pertama..
iaitu streetmall..
men survey harga pedicure menicure di kedai streetmall..
dan harganya agak berpatutan..
membuatkan kami tertarik..
kemudian ke master art..
F n R membeli barang keperluan assignment mereka..
ke dengkil untuk berbuka puasa..
alhamdulillah tiada pembaziran lauk berlaku..
kerna semua juadah yang kami order habis dimakan..

ok..
selepas itu kami menuju pulang ke cyber..
singgah di 7eleven cyberjaya..
kami masuk dan meneliti harga harga barangan disitu..
terasa mahal..
jadi kami keluar dan pergi ke kedai sebelah..
mane tahu harganya lagi murah..
disebabkan oleh kami telah berbual tentang mainan dikala zaman kanak kanak..
seperti tora, dendang, dan jojo,
kami ternampak kotak kotak itu di kedai tersebut..
lalu kami meneliti kotak kotak mainan itu sambil tersenyum..
entah bagaimana..
hati tertarik untuk membeli mainan mainan tersebut..
F pergi ke kaunter untuk bertanya harga dan kami membuat keputusan untuk membeli..
sedang F bertanya pada uncle kedai itu,
F terdengar sekumpulan hamba allah yg sedang melepak di luar kedai itu berkata
"aik da besar pon beli tora"
membuatkan kami tertawa disitu..
hinggakan nak saket perut disebabkan tawa riang..
tapi buat buat slumber je..
akhirnya..
W dan F memberi duit untuk membayar kepadaku..
meminta ku untuk membayar..
dengan akur dan slumber aku bayar..
kami masih ketawa hinggakan muka masing2 jadi merah..
ade seseorang dari kelompok luar tadi masuk ke kedai itu..
dan menghampiri kami..
dan berkata..
"ni nak buat apa mainan banyak banyak ni"
kami hanya tersenyum dan tergelak..
mereka diluar juga begitu..
walau apa pon..
kami had fun kerana itu membuat kan hati kami terhibur..
and it was fun..
biar apa pun tanggapan orang lain..
tapi kami tetap kami..
asalkan kami happy..
walaupun desebalik senyuman..tawa..
tersimpan sesuatu yang tersirat....
tapi tidak mengapa..
=D

- tak perlu kesah tanggapan orang lain asalkan kita happy..

patience

"patience"
everyone has their own limits of being patience..
sometimes we didn't realize that it is good to practice it..
because it teach us on how to control ourself inside out..
patience relates to different types of feeling such as angry, sad, frustration,
and etc..
as for me..
I believe that..
if we can overcome any negative feelings in our heart by this..
the goods will come..
if we cannot be patience..
many possibilities of negativity will come to us..
and bring bad effects to ourselves..
as most people said..
"Allah akan mengasihani ummatnya yang bersabar" or
"God will pity everyone who has patience in them" ..

-lets just be patience and insyaallah God will pity us and give protection to us.. =)

weng~

rindu.
saya rindu.
rindu apa?
rindu kamu.
kenapa?
sebab sekarang,
mcm da laen.
taktau kenapa.
tapi...
saye cume rindu.
rindu dulu.
tawa.
riang.
bahagia.
semua.

appreciate?

"appreciate"
susah ke nak appreciate something?
or someone?
kadang kadang..
bila benda tu ada depan mata kita..
kita buat tak nampak je..
kita ignore je..
atau pon kita tanak jaga elok elok pon..
tapi..
bila benda tu mula menghilang..
kita carik balik..
kita carik sampai dapat..
bila kita da dapat..
kita jaga..
lepas tu..
lama lama kita lupa..
kita ulang balik apa kita da buat..
kita biar benda tu hilang..
bila benda tu hilang..
betul betul hilang..
kita cari tapi tak jumpa jugak..
kita menyesal..
kita menyesal sebab kita tak jaga dan abaikan benda tu dan biarkan ia hilang..
mungkin sebab kita tak hargai..
atau tak tahu nak jaga..
tapi kita manusia..
manusia memang lalai..
semua orang buat silap..
macam saya..
bila mp3 ade depan mata..
buat tak heran je..
bila sedar benda tu hilang..
resah gelisah nak cari sampai dapat..
bila da dapat..
lega dan bersyukur..
nasib baik tak hilang terus..
saya akan hargainya~

- "hargai apa apa disekeliling kita dengan baik dan cermat.."

miss em...

"miss"
The word refers to many things..
yess I miss a lot's of people out there..
I miss my elder sister who is far away from me..
my nieces and nephews...
my best friends..
that's not here..not in KL...
I just wish to see them and get a hug from them and laugh with them..
I miss those moments when we were having fun together, share stories, shopping, cry,
and a lot more..
but what can we do..
we're busy with college and we are not in the same states...

"empty"
It's been staying in me...
the emptiness that couldn't be avoid...
even though I try to cover it up with many tasks...
pretend as there's nothing happen..
and cover with smiles..
but the reality is...?
ahh..its just there...

-I'm just hoping that everything gonna be fine after this...

holiday?

ok..
my midterm break is gonna end tomorrow..
I've been on holidays for a week..
but seriously it's not enough..
I was wishing on a month break..atleast..
where I can go on a vacation..
perhaps with all my family members..
or with my friends...

As for my midterm break..
I've been busy with my assignments...
and i have to drive my mom to where she wanna go...
but its ok mom...anything for u....
and settle up few things...
including the preparations for my nephew birthday party yesterday..

Tomorrow, I have to get back to college..
where my daily schedule will be continue..
gotta think about topics to go on air,
have to fnish up my assignments for wednesday and thursday subject,
preparation for tuesday presentation,
meetings and others.....

I just wish my holidays not gonna end....sob2...

transfer..

Hurm..
Since I've created a blog...
I think I'm gonna transfer a lil bit info from my little diarie to this blog..
and this is for the introduction parts..

"happy"
I like this feeling sooooooooo much...!
and I believe that most of us like it too...
It can bring tears and joy to us...
the feels to jump and dance for the laughter...
the natural smile...
and every body can feel it...
we can make people happy..
people can make us happy...
or vice versa..
basically...
i love every "happy" moments that i felt..
and i appreciated it...

"sad"
Sometimes it feels good..
but most of the time, i hate it...
i hate to have this feeling.. why?
because of the pain..
the pain when we have to carry the feelings of sadness...
the pain inside our heart..
the pain when we feel like being stabbed...
but there's no one understand it..
except for GOD...

"lonely"
Every body do feel it..
its a lie for those who said that they never feel lonely..
even babies feel it when nobodies around them or their mom's or their baby sitter left them just for 1 minute...
i always try to avoid it...
but it's just there...
inside me...

"angry"
Every single things that happen in our life has the own reason...
there must be..
a lots of reasons for us to feel this..
I don't like to feel angry..
but there's nothing that i can do to not to have this feeling...
when i feel this, i will try to distract myself with other actions...
for example: just keep quiet,think about the happy moments, or just ...
cry...

"disappointed"
This is subjective..
every person have different perspective for this feeling..
as for this feeling...
yes, i believe that everyone experienced it..
as for me....
this feeling can lead us to the improvement or failure...
i don't really understand why...
as i said before, it's subjective..
think about it...

"frustrated"
Aahhhh...
this feeling is much more deeper than disappointed..
it is soooo painful...
because this feeling usually relates to things that we cannot achieve or get..
doesn't matter what...
i hate this feeling too...
do there anyone who like to feel it?

"stress" or "tension"
There's sooo much things that happen in our daily life that lead us to this feelings...
it can be in educational period, working time, relationship, between or with other peoples, and a lot more...
sometimes this feeling can make us to be more mature and think rationally..
but it can goes the other way around as well..
there's nothing impossible...
all we need is to be rational..
make sure this feeling will not cause any negativity or effect our life..
we need to try to overcome it as soon as possible...

"suicidal"
Ohh I'm so scared of this feeling..
hope that it will never appear in my mind to do it...
because it is totally wrong and a big sin..
for me as a Muslim...
and it is soooo wrong for all Muslims too..
generally for every body, there's much more ways to settle down problems than by doing this...

"homicidal"
I don't know much bout this feeling...
but again, it is wrong...
and scary for me...
because maybe this feeling come from the madness...
or maybe there are some reason why do people have this feeling...
i just don't know...


- i guess this is the feelings that pop up in my mind now...

kenapa..why..

kenapa...
aku sangat malas dan tidak mahu buat blog ni...
tp..
ntah..
accidently created...
ok i will be use manglish in this blog..
so this is the 1st try...
maybe its just a medium to share or express how i feels..
maybe for any thoughts...
ya..
maybe...