hurm...

related?connected?

everything in this world are related...

sun and earth...

sand and sea...

grass and water....

animal and plants...

as well as human being....

woman and man...

mother and father....

son and daughter....

grandchildren and grandparents....

friends...

relatives...

related....

what a small world...

-have we realize about everything that are connected?

shopping raya..?

-RAYA SHOPPING?-

wuuuuuuuuu...

most people has start shopping for raya...

me?

i guess...

i shop not for raya...

haha...

i shop whenever i want to...

and when i have the MONEY(which is very important)...

huhu....

and what i heard from most people that i know...

they already bought their baju raya...

and other new stuff's to wear on hari raya...

as for me...

this raya...

i will just recycle my baju...

because i had this 1 kebaya...

that i used it once on my bro engagement day...

and i think i will wear it on the 1st raya....

for the second day of raya...

ermmm...

maybe i'll just wear any of my baju kurung....

i didn't have time to go to tailor to make a new baju for this raya...

but after raya i will send my 2 new cream french lace and green chiffon beaded to tailor...

haaaaa.....

and i will wear both of it on my 2nd bro wedding day on october...

so....

it's ok if i didn't have a new cloths for this raya right?

hehe...

:P

and for the casual wear...

i already shopped a bit...

the latest were @ mid valley and the gardens...

and i grabbed a jeans from miss selfridge...

and luckily i've got it @ cheap price because of SALE...

haha(love SALE)...

a leather sling bag and cloths from topshop...

and a purse from dorothy perkins...

hermmm....

i think my shopping perspective has changed a bit now...

maybe because of the influence...

(especially from my sis)...

or....because of the age?

wuuuu....

plus, the shoppaholic words...

and i admit that i am one of it...

hehe...

or maybe....

i just want to try something new....

ngeee....

it's not a big deal actually...

because i don't really go for brands...

as long as it's comfortable...nice...

and i satisfy...

-it is fun wearing something that we like-

:D

ermm?

petunjuk.
petanda.
persoalan.
bukti.
jawapan.
kepastian.
kebenaran.
keputusan.
keredhaan.
terima.
seadanya.


-sesungguhnya yang maha mengetahui hanyalah DIA...-

the time has come.....

Saturday

13 September 2008

The time for them to leave....

will be leaving for 3 and 1/2 years...
and there are some photos @ KLIA before the departure....

the best thing was....

i was hit by adib in the afternoon by his toys...

and because of im shock at that time...

and accidentally....

tears start falling down on the spot....

maybe because of the pain...

yes...

because it is so pain....

and my head bengkak after that....

and then...

adib went upstairs and cry at my dad...

maybe because of the guilt by hitting me....

but...

my mom told me...

that is the mark by adib before he go...

:P

and now they already arrived...

hope they will be just fine there...

and

we are here missing them.....

huhu...

:)

for more photos, visit my facebook..

=)

memories......

Memories...

When something happen...

in the pass...

or before....

that stays in our mind....

or something that made us think of it....

doesn't matter it is about the happy moments...

sad moments...

exciting....

or anything....

and as for me right now....

i just miss the memories...

in the pass....

where the happiness and full of joy....

especially with family members....

3 days more....
for my sis and her family to fly....

apart from us....

and i just wanted to say...

that i will be missing them so much....

especially my nephew...

nazhan adib....

my lovely nephew...

that always made me miss him every day...

and hope they will be fine....

always...

as for my friend....

who has been my bestfriend in the school time....

since we were in form 2...

there are 3 of us actually...

that are close to me at that time...

me...teha and him...

his name is shakir...

but we used to call him kijat...

he also will be flying away to further studies...

on next tuesday....

a very gudluck to him...

and insyaalllah....

i will be joining to say goodbye at KLIA...

hehe.

and hope he will be fine and finished his studies with a good grades... and again...
insyaallah if i have a chance...
i will be visiting them @ UK....
hehe..
=D

berbuka puasa beramai ramai...

today...

as planed last week...

is the day to break fast together...
with friends...

and classmates...
because majority of us are from the same majoring which is MI...

but there's also from FA and ID...

we break our fast at Village View Bangi...

actually for the first plan...

i wish to go to the Yankies Hut...

but somebody requested to not to go there...

as for some reason...

that i didn't know why...

and after we finished our afternoon session of class...

which is our majoring subject...

we gather at the bus stop in front of MMU gate...

and we went to bangi together...

there are 11 of us...

luckily the table has been reserved by two of us...

but there's a little bit of misunderstanding with the order at the first place...

but it's okay because it has been solved...

somehow when we gather together...

it reminds me of the pass time...

when we were close together before...

and the sweet memories...

but it's all just a memories...

that makes us remember...

unfortunately...

after we break our fast...

we need to go back to cyberjaya...

coz we had an assignments to be settle up...

but me wanie and wanie eng had decided to go to oldtown...

for a while...

and we had fun there..
maybe because the water are getting inside us...

which we usually called "masuk air"...

and we were camwhore together....

and yess...

that's also brings our happy moments again...

and after that we went back to MMU....

- the memories are there....and it stays there...always....

=)

berbuka puasa...

today's entry...

Islamic studies test...

luckily it's open notes test...

alhamdulillah...

and manage to finished it ontime...

after that straight away to library...

borrowed some design books for references...

get back to room...

discuss with fara and wanie about assignments...

went to alamanda for berbuka puasa...

and ate at johny's...

steamboat...

nyumm nyumm..

it was delicious....

and it's a treat by "boss" number 1...

went for maghrib prayer...

went to starbucks and this time...

is the turn for "boss" number 2 treats...

haha...

and thankfully that i am just a "secretary"...

where will be treated by all the bosses...

hehe...

by the way....

thanx to the boss 1 and boss 2 for the treats....

hehehe...

=D

Family Gathering...

Saturday...

6 september 08...

.

Family gathering...

.

I like gathering....

doesn't matter weather its a family gathering...

or a friends gathering...

i just like the situations when there are many peoples arround...

gather...

chats...

eat....

.

it makes me remember that im not alone...

and there's always somebody to accompany...

In the afternoon...

i accompany mom to alamanda...

coz she want's to buy some stuffs at carefour...

after that...

arround 4 pm...

me,my sis, my bro in law, adib and adam...

went to bangi...

to my 2nd bro house...

and we prepared food for BBQ breaking fast...

actually its our last week for breaking fast with my sis n her family...

before she went to uk...

and we invited our auntie who live's in bangi too...

because it's near to my bro house...

there are many food that served...

such as BBQ chicken..beef...

baked potatoes...corns...

frankfurter...

variety of "kueh mueh"...

rice...meehoon...ice cream...

and many more....

basically all the foods are delicious...

.

but sadly i can't upload those pic here today...

because it's all in my sis camera...

and later i will upload the photos...

what i like about gathering...

it makes the relationship closer to each other...

the moments that we spend together....

the laughter's...

jokes...

it's all will come out and shared among each other....

and that's the best moment's and memories ever....

.

-Family is the precious chattels that cannot be replace with anything~

~I LOVE MY FAMILY~

:D

1 more week left...

huh...
im back at home...
after i finished my class today...
i packed my things and straight away drive back home...
berbuka puasa with family members...
and today is a bit different....
because today adib is being pampered with me....
after arrived at home...
he shout happily when he sees me....
maybe he misses me...
so do i....
happy to see him welcoming me at the door....

and after a few minutes watching tv with adib and husaini....
its time for break fast...
and we all break our fast together...
adib sat next to me at the dining table...
he hold my hands while eating...
a bit surprise and a bit funny because he usually hold his mom hands only....
and he seems so lovely to me....
he shows his cute face while eating...
make all of us laughing and it was entertaining....
maybe he knows that after this he couldn't spend much time with us...
since he will be far away for a long time after this....
but he's just 3 years old....
what does he understand about being far away before he left us...?
i don't know...
or perhaps the instinct is there...
in his heart....

one more week left....
next saturday....
they(my sis,her husband,adib and adam) will be leaving malaysia for 3 years...
or more....
hope everything will be fine....
and hopefully they will remember us always...
especiall adib...
will be missing him so much....
because he's the most pampered nephew of mine....
besides husaini and faiz..
and the other niece's, farhanah fatihah and faiqah....
adam won't understand much because he's just 4 months...
but yes there is technology...
still can be connected even though being far....
its just that the feeling of being near and far is not the same...
cannot touch, or hug, neither kiss...
but its ok...
because it is all experience....

and i just have a little chat with adib....
in his mom's room....
listening to his story...
and he told me...
"makcu...nanti... adib pegi london..... adib tak jumpaaa makcu...."
with his cute voice...
and then....
he said...
" adib nak naik kapal tebang besaaaaa...."
"adib pegi airport"
"naik kapal tebang air asiaaaaa"
"pakai tali pinggang"
"kapal tebang teeeebaaaang tinggiiiiiiii"
and i said....
"lepas tu?"
he said...
" pastuu tuwun....."
"atok naik kewete..."
"adib balik ruma dengan atok..."
i ask him again....
"lepas balik rumah dengan atok adib buat apa..?"
he said...
"adib tidooooo"
he's just too cute and too little to understand about the real plane name...
what he know's is just air asia and mas...
but he seem's like he prefer air asia...
maybe because he rarely travel with mas...
huhu...
some how...
after the chat...
i do feel sad a bit...
and he's pointing his finger to my eyes...
and said...
"mata makcu...."
"merah...."
and i looked into the mirror...
yes it's red a bit...
maybe because i do feel sad at that time...
and i try to hide the sad feels....
and i left adib by going into my bro's room...
and he went downstairs playing in front of the tv...

-hope everything will be fine...
eventhough we will be celebrating raya without adib....
='(

MI trip...?

day three...
sunday
31st august 2008

ok...
last day....
in the morning...
we had a morning dance aka excercise...
we did a chicken dance and poco poco and another one i forgot it's name...
it was fun...
and after we burn some calories...
we added it back by ate nasik lemak...
hehehe....

after that we are all free
but need to took some photos or videos for the assignments...
we need to do a tvc that promoting that place...
the ulu yam rock eco resort...
and i took some photos and videos....
after that we all rest at the main stations...
and played some games...
such as teka teki...
eventhough its just a simple silly teka teki..
but it's fun...
and make's us laugh....
that was good...

after that we packed our things...
bags and belongings...
and get ready for lunch and get back to mmu...
but before that we did took some photos....
all of us...
at the ulu yam...
as the memorables for the MI TRIP 2008...
we had fun...
lecturers also had fun...
everybody had fun...
alhamdulillah....
and finally we depart to mmu arround 2pm....

-finished~

MI trip...?

day two...
saturday
30th august 2008

second day...
in the morning we had a jungle tracking with ATOK...
played some games at few checkpoint that is called concentration bermula...
and got wet into a miracle water...
haha...
and after that we get to mandi sungai...
right after the jungle tracking....
and then we played some games again with atok...
the most famous games that stuck in our heads now is...
PUTAT...
we need to concentrate and focused while playing this game...
and it was fun...

after that we need to practice for the performance night....
and by the last minute ideas that we've got...
we come across with haka and break it down and also 12 budak hutan...
and we got 1st place for the performance award...
not to forget about the lecturer's [performance which is sooooo funny...
we all laugh till saket perut and it was really2 fun....

after that....
when the clock ticks 12 am...
we all sang negaraku and other patriotic songs...
to celebrate our independance day or MERDEKA...
MALAYSIA BOLEH!!
and we continue to play a games that is for knowing each other...
by exchanging a jar by looking at the names inside it...
after that we all get to tents and sleep....

-continue to the last day...

MI trip...?

continue from part 1....

day first...
friday...
29th august 2008

we all gather at FCM atrium...
waiting for the others...
and of course bus...
arround 11 am...
bus arrive at fcm and we all depart...
about an hour plus after that...
we arrive at gombak...
and because its friday....
we stop for lunch and for the guys to perform Jumaat prayer...

after that we continue our journey to ulu yam...
after few minutes or about an hour...
we arrive at the rock eco resort...
after we all bring our bags to the tents...
we realize that all the prizes and hampers are still in the bus...
and the busses had already gone back...
Mr fauzan and few students meet the bus half way to get back our stuffs....
oh my god....
yes i felt guilty for it...
but it's all managed to settle...

we continue to our activity as stated in the tentative...
we play games...
and had fun with the people's and the activity....
it was fun...
and at night we did our own activities such as play games...
and karaoke...
again...we had fun and great time...
regardless the place....
but because of us....
the MI'ans...
so it was fun....
hehe....

after we all had a karaoke...
and some of us are build the camp fire....
and we all enjoyed that night...
with the togetherness...
hehe...
we get back to tents and had some sleep....

-continue......

MI trip...?

MI Trip...
29th of august 2008 - 31st august 2008

-behind the scene before the trip-

MI trip....
it was soooo unexpected...
at first i decided to not to join...
but then...
when i think back that we would get an extra marks...
ok then i'll go...
for the sake of the extra marks...
and spending time with MI'ans...

The unexpected thing was i am one of the hicom for this trip...
besides wanie and others...
it is quite tirering that the hicomm need to settle things just in few days...
preparing the ideation for the games...
and the prizes...
the day before the trip...
me, azri n kak reen went to usj to buy the stuffs to make the hamper and prizes...
and after get back...
we gather at kak reen's house in cyberia...
and all the hicomm join in to wrap the prizes and other things as well...
after a few hours at kak reen's house...
and there's only left few people...
that is 6 of us consist of me,kak reen,wanie,chip,azri,and syakir...
and the time is about 5 in the morning...
and while im away from the hall...
and without knowing what happen at that time...
they suddenly start to surprise and shock...
when i look into kak reen's monitor...
they were looking at each other and they open a website called peteranswer..
okay...
i think know a little bit about this site..
where if we ask something...
the "peter" will answer it truthly...
for example if i ask the peter, "what color of my shirt",
it would give the real answer...

and then....
i don't know that who's typing the first question...
that is " who is wearing a black shirt"
and the peter answer " chip"...
starts from that...
we all quite surprise and a bit scared...
but i insist to not to believe on it...
and i really2 don't believe it...
it's just that i have this strong feeling to not to trust on it...

and then we keep on asking questions on that "peter"
and when azri ask...
most of the time the peter will answer it correctly...
and we are getting more and more excited at the same time,
of course la cuwak....

time passing by...
i keep on asking azri to ask a questions on that peter...
innocently, azri type a questions and the peter keep on answer it...
but when me or kak reen or anybody else type a question...
the peter won't answer our question...
yes it starts to make us confuse and curious...
about an hour plus we keep on playing that peter answer...
azri said he wants to go back to his house...
but because of we scared at that time...
we ask the boys to leave when the sun is rise...

and till the sun is rise...
at last we know the truth of it....
hahahaha....
and for those who knows it...
they will laugh....
hehe.....

-continue to part 2

ramadhan..

Ramadhan datang lagi~
dikesempatan ini...
inginku menyusun sepuluh jari jemari...
memohom ampun dan maaf...
jika ada tersalah dan silap sepanjang tempoh ku bernyawa...

Bulan ramadhan...
bulan berpuasa bagi semua muslimin dan muslimat...
tanpa mengira dimana jua seseorang itu berada...

Puasa...
dikaitkan dgn menahan lapar dan dahaga...
mengajar kita untuk menjadi seorang manusia yang lebih sabar...
dan tabah dalam menghadapi apa jua dugaan mahupun rintangan...
dan memberi kesedaran bahawa diluar sana...
masih ada manusia manusia lain yang tidak sesempurna kita...
ada yang tidak mendapat makanan...
mahupun keperluan lain yang secukupnya...
dan dengan berpuasa...
ia menyedarkan kita supaya sentiasa bersederhana...

Nikmat kesenangan yang tuhan bagi...
boleh ditarik balik dengan sekelip mata...
bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurniakan...
kadang kadang...
kita sendiri pun tak sedar...
yang kita membazir...
atau pun selalu rasa tak puas hati dengan apa yang ada...
selalu rasa serba kekurangan walaupun sebenarnye dah lebih daripada cukup...
tapi...
itu lah manusia...
kadang kadang terleka...
kadang kadang tak sedar...
kadang kadang lalai...

Biarlah ramadhan al mubarak ini dilalui dengan penuh makna...
dan moga moga menjadikan kita insan yang lebih berguna...
pada masa sekarang...
dan akan datang....

-happy fasting to all muslims~ =D