more...

Yesterday...

Deden(my bro) came home...

and called me to open up the doors...

and then he gave me a box that wrapped by a cute wrapper...

and there's a pink and black packaging of KATE MOSS shower gel...

wuuuuu...

The packaging is soooo nice....!

and the present was given to me from KAK YAZMIN(deden's fiance)...

thanx a lot KAK YAZMIN!!~

i like it sooo muchhh....!

and the smell was gooood....

ehehe

*huggie2*...

:D :D

back!

ok..

im back in Cyber..

hurm..

need to think about assignments and consultation for tomorrow...

but i had nothing done yet...

feel tired...

wanna sleep...

but worried about tomorrow...

past weekend was great...

been enjoyed with besties on saturday...

went to Art Rage Lab @ Soho kl..

bought mufler for mom..

bought a dark brown belt...

and got a NICE necklace and a cute lil bag pendant from kak nani...

THANX KAK NANI!!~ :D

oh oh...

and been quandaried about buying this 1 cute dress or not..

the answer is...

NO!

huh..

sad..

ok..

so i went back home...

we had a family dinner at Johny's alamanda...

wuhhhh...

lama tak makan steamboat..

steamboat Johny's terbaik!

hehe...

THANX PA FOR THE TREAT!!~ :D :D

:P

on sunday...

me and deden(my bro) accompanied mom to klcc..

she wanna buy some stuffs...

the Isetan was on sale..

a BIG BIG sale..

plus for the Isetan card holder..

and i am 1 of it...

too may crowds...

because of the last day of sale...

so we went to other boutique's...

after that..

we went to Chili's to makan....

wahh...

and it's a treat from deden..

THANX DEDEN FOR THE TREAT!!~ :D :D

haha...

macam tak percaya je deden blanje chili's..

susah nak dapat time time yang die baik hati ni...

ehehe...

and then...

mom said she wanna go to the art rage lab...

nak tengok tengok and jumpa ya(my cousin)...

since she was the organizer for the bijou bazaar...

and i was happy coz there's a BIG possibility that i can get the dress that i wanted on the day before...

so..

we went to soho...

AGAIN...

and i insist mom to buy me the dress....

and she said ok..!

and mom bought it for me...

THANX MA FOR THE DRESS!!~ :D :D :D

yeayyyy...

i got it!!

and the dress can match with cardigan or bolero...

so takde la bare back sgt..

haha...

again...

im happy....

weehuuuu...

and deden also bought another nice dress for kak yazmin(his fiance)...

hehe....

im happy im happy...

happy coz ramai bermurah hati untuk belanja...

hehehe...

baru lpas bday kot...

ahakz~

:P

THE DAY...

Yesterday...

is the day....

the official date to be a twenTY years old of me...

it was fun...

and many people threw me their nice wishes and all...

i went to my classes as usual...

and my classmates do wishes me with their own style...

some wrote "happy bday" on the attendance paper...

some sang it to me...

i am sooo happy...

as they they made me felt touched...

i managed to attend the Music Sharing Session that was organized by djclub that i joined...

and kak reen gave me a box of chocolate!

and the MC's also wished us..

and sang the birthday song...

haha...

luckily they just called my dj name...

that some of them didn't knew it was me..

hahaha...

and after i went back to my room..

i decided to continue finishing my assignments...

after a few minutes...

wanie, switch off the light...

when i looked back, they sang to me the birthday song...

plus with the box of pizza and a birthday card...

haha..

yess i was surprised...

because i didn't expect that they would do me a last surprise that reminds me of last year...

huhuhu....

appreciated it soo much!!~

to: (wanie, wanie eng, frah and reena)... and all............

THANX A LOT!!

i love u guys.... :D :D :D

uh uh...

HEHE...

im officially twenTY now...

yeah...

a lots of things happened...

and i still need to improve many things...

as for EVERYBODY,

Thanx for all the wishes...

and whoever wishes me..

with the nice and sweet wishes...

hehehe...

u guys makes me laugh and happy....

i appreciate that...

oh and 1 of my wish has come true...

i finally get my ticket to london...

yeayyyy!!!

but its next year....

but never mind...

haha...

the date has already fixed...

huhu...

thanx pa for the great bday present....

love it so much!

can't wait to see my sister and her family...

especially my nephews...

adib and adam...

:D :D :D

something wrong somewhere?

huh...

don't know why...

been wondering...

is there something wrong with me now...

or its just a feeling...?

or instinct??

i don't know...

and the question

WHY IS THIS HAPPENED?

WHY IS THAT HAPPENED?

has been stucked in my head like for 3 days already..?

oh!!

im confused...

confused with what?
the truth....

im afraid to know the truth of the questions in my mind...

and hopefully everything will gonna be fine...

please!

2 more days...

YESS!!

2 more days left..
and all my TEENS will gone...
huh...
and im reaching 20...
going to reach the "young adult" level in my life...
it is so delighted when we were teens...
many things and situation happened and has been gone through...
i still felt that many things that i didn't even manage to settle...
but its ok...
a little change in numbers of age didn't means a change in everything right?
i am still the same simple person....
that many people recognize and i smile a lot..
only at times...
i do cry...
or when facing any serious situation....
i wish my days after this will be better and a lots of joyness and happiness....
i wanna get rid of all the complication...
huhu..
its just a wish...
what ever happen...
only God knows...
huhu...

Birthday Wish 2008...

1. wish to get a hidayah from God for the right path....
2. wish to improve all my ibadah to Allah...
3. wish all of my family members gather together...
4. wish all of us (friends) will get back together just like before...
6. wish to become successful in future...
7. wish to have an automatic car... coz i have the manual car.. and it is so tirering when driving in traffic jam... :P
8. flight ticket to london... coz i missed my sis and nephews so much.. that it makes me cried... (but my dad already promissed to send me there next year) :D
9. wish to have a lots of money... so that i can buy what ever i want... huhu
10. wish that somebody will gave me a gold bracelet... don't know why bracelet and why gold... :P

well...its just a wish...
if all of it can be complited...
alhamdulillah...
if not...
i can only hope for it to be happen..
or else.. i will find a way to get it myself...
hehe...
:P

time...

Time has passing by so fast...
many things happen...
sometimes...
we didn't arranged for it...
and sometimes..
what we arranged, didn't works at all....

we couldn't even think or expect what will happen next...
we can just plan and hope for it to be happen...
a little change in ourselves could bring a big meanings...
yess...

but we didn't know that people arround us can accept it or not...
hurmm....
its hard to tell...

1st day at school..?

oh it's monday!

a new day after a week.....

the past weekends are just fine for me...

and i've discovered a new things and should i call it a new hobby?

i guess so...

on saturday...

for the whoooooooole day...

i followed my brother to Putrajaya international waterski games...

and it was fun...!!

hehe...

i hope u understand why...

wuuuuu....(syyy)

hehe..

my brother has been involved with one of the booth there about the RC club(something to do with remote control car) that he joined...

it was his new hobby..

after a few times i watched they play the rc, it catch my attention and interest...

hurmmm....

i think i should try to play it...

even though it is a guys hobby...

but why not??

huhu..

yes..

someday i will..

when i have a free time..

and my brother allow me to follow him and play his car...

yeay!!

but it was a high maintainance hobby...

huh...

oh..

it reminds me of my childhood time..

when i was in primary school...

i used to play with my boys neighbour...

because the majority of my neighbour with the same age as me are the boys...(haha)

and im not the type of girl that just sitting at home and watch tv...

i love outdoors activity...

even untill now...

im still the same...

i can spend my whole day outside...

maybe in the shopping mall...

going out with friends...

or anywhere...

huhu...

oh i got a discount voucher from my mom...

to have a free express facial @ one of the beauty salon at midvalley...

so i went there on sunday...

and did the facial...

it was.....

ok...

but i don't think that i will continue or change my current product to that product...

huhu...

today...

the 1st day of class...

on the second trimester....

how was it??

it was just fine..

the class finished early..

because its the 1st day...

and many of my classmates couldn't make it today...

im sure they have their own reason for not attending the class...

after the class finished...

i went to kl...

and i try to not BUY anything...

but after a few moment.........

i end up buying the handmade sandle....

oh gosh....

what's happen to me???

huh........

i've broke my statements already....

that i will not go shopping for this 2 months!!!

haha...

but never mind...

luckily the sandle is nice...

and i like it...

YeaY!

:D

best vs boring?

busan...

tapi best...??

kenapa??

hurm...

hari ini tak buat apa apa sangat pun...

macam biasa je...

bangun tidur...

turun bawah...

tengok keadaan sekeliling...

naik atas balik....

masuk bilik abang...

duduk depan laptop....

online...

bukak facebook...

bukak ym...

surf website website dan juga blog blog online shopper...

OMG!

harini aku gune bahase campur lagi.....

tapi takpe la...

takde specification bahasa untuk harini...

aku bebas menggunakan apa jua bahasa kumahukan...

as in english...

i am free to write and use which ever language that i preferred to....

haha....

dah kududuk dikerusi berhadapan laptop...

aku bernekad hari ni tak nak keluar rumah...

tak mahu kemana mana...

sepanjang cuti ni aku belum pernah sempat lagi duduk terperap dirumah walau sehari...

hah!

aku laksanakan niat ku yang asyik tertangguh tu...

orang lain kata best keluar hari2...

ye memang best...

tak kunafikan...

tapi entah kenapa...

terasa hati nak mengurungkan diri kat rumah hari ni...

aku berjaya untuk tak kemana mana...

walaupun ibuku mempelawa untuk meneman ke kedai dan Jusco berdekatan...

but i refuse...

sepanjang hari aku duduk menghadap laptop..

macam macam kulakukan...

seperti biasa...

multitasking....

bila perut terasa lapar....

atau tekak berasa dahaga...

aku turun bawah cari makanan dan minuman

lepastu macam biasa...

kukembali ke skrin laptop...

meneruskan kerja kerja atau aktiviti aktiviti yang kulakukan...

sehinggalah lewat petang...

dan...

aku masih setia dihadapan skrin....

pabila hari siang dah pun berganti malam...

aku turun kebawah...

kulihat kedua ibu dan ayahku...

sedang duduk relax di sofa di ruang tamu....

aku turut serta menonton tv...

dan setelah beberapa minit ibu mengajak kami makan...

kami bingkas bangun dari sofa...

menuju meja makan untuk menikmati makan malam...

lauk harini simple simple je...

ikan masak asam...

dan sayur...

dan aku...

everytime makan nasi...

mesti bertemankan dengan kicap...

dah terbiasa dari kecil..

makan nasi mesti ada kicap....

sesudah makan...

kami kembali ke ruang tamu dan menonton anugerah skrin tv3...

sambil tu...

aku ber sms dengan rakanku dan naik ke atas semula...

macam biasa lah...

masuk ke bilik abang untuk online...

kini aku masih online dan akan terus online hingga aku mengantuk...

hurm...

harini adalah hari yang agak bosan bagiku kerana tidak langsung keluar rumah...

tapi tetap best kerana niat ku tercapai untuk memerapkan diri dirumah...

walaupun aku seorang yang sangat suka keluar....

berjalan jalan...

bersiar siar...

seperti bak kata orang...

luas perjalanan jauh pemandangan...

hehe

:P

lagi jauh ku berjalan...

lagi banyak la idea idea yang kudapat....

tak salah kan nak menambah idea dan ilmu di dada...

:D

sekian.....

hari ini versi BM

Hari ni terasa nak menulis dalam bahasa kebangsaan...
Bahasa Melayu...
nak cuba untuk menulis tanpa menggunakan walau sepatah perkataan bahasa inggeris...
dizaman moden sekarang...
sudah menjadi kebiasaan manusia manusia pabila bertutur...
akan dicampurkan mereka dengan perkataan perkataan bahasa inggeris...
aku juga sendiri sudah terbiasa...
menggunakan bahasa campur didalam pertuturanku....
adakah itu dikatakan tidak baik?
atau akan memudaratkan keindahan bahasa yang telah dicipta?
aku tiada jawapan nya...
kamu sendiri boleh menilai....
sama ada baik atau tidak...

di pagi yang sudah agak lewat...
ku bukakan kelopak mata yang tertutup...
terjaga dari lena....
kulihat sekeliling ruang kecil kamarku....
dan meneliti telefon bimbitku...
terdampar beberapa pesanan ringkas...
yang dihantar dari beberapa kenalanku...
aku bingkas bangun dari tempat ku beradu...
menuruni anak tangga satu persatu...
kulihat wajah ibuku di kerusi meja makan...
aku masuk ke kamar kecil di tingkat bawah rumahku...
mengambil beberapa pakaian yang diperlukan...
dan menaiki semula anak tangga dan menuju ke kamar mandi...
setelah selesai aku bersiap untuk keluar...
menonton wayang yang terbaru ditayangkan hari ini...
kemudian pabila sudah selesai menonton...
dalam perjalanan menuju kerumah...
telefon bimbitku berbunyi...
menandakan ada pesanan ringkas yang masuk...
aku melihat nama di skrin...
pesanan tersebut daripada abangku yang kedua...
dengan perasaan yang biasa...
aku membuka pesanan itu...
beberapa saat kemudian...
ku sedar wajahku berubah...
jantungku mula berdegup laju...
menerima pesanan yang agak mengejutkan dan menyedihkan...
aku cemas...
terkaku buat sementara waktu...
kubaca satu per satu ayat yang dikarangkan oleh abangku...
dia membawa berita...

berita yang tidak kusangka..

bahawa...
salah seekor kucing kesayangan nya...
bernama BREYTON...
yang dinamakan khas sempena kereta BMW nya...
meninggal dunia di hospital haiwan di Jalan Ipoh Kuala Lumpur...
aku membalas pesanan tersebut...
bertanyakan sebab dan punca kematian Breyton...
doktor mengesahkan Breyton menghidapi penyakit yang tak dapat diselamatkan...
virus masuk menjangkiti darahnya...
sel darah merah langsung tiada...
pabila doktor mahu mengambil darahnya...
tiada darah yang keluar...
pucat lesu Breyton pabila terdampar di hospital haiwan tersebut...
mungkin virus itu sudah 2 minggu menjangkitinya...
tapi apakan daya...
sudah tidak dapat diselamatkan...
aku turut berasa sedih kerana Breyton sudah berusia setahun lebih...
dijaga rapi oleh abangku...
tetapi...
pada hari perkahwinan abangku...
Breyton dihantar ke hotel haiwan peliharaan di bangi...
mungkin dia dijangkiti penyakit tersebut oleh kucing lain yang menginap disana...
petang sejurus aku sampai dirumah...
aku dan ibuku bersiap dan menziarahi abang dirumahnya di bangi....
kesedihan terpampar diwajahnya...
kerana dia sangat sayangkan kucing kucing nya..
sayang seperti anak nya sendiri..
dibawa kemana mana...
melainkan ada urusan penting...
baru dihantar kan kucing kucing di hotel...
mungkin sudah sampai ajal Breyton...
kami semua merasa kesedihan tersebut...
aku sendiri...
walaupun alah dengan kucing dan tidak boleh mendekati kucing...
tetapi terdapat juga perasaan sayangkan kucing dan mengasihani kucing...
kusyukuri tuhan tidak mengambil Sofie dan Garfield...
Sofie dan Garfield adalah kucing yang bertahan lama dibawah jagaan abangku...
mereka adalah kucing parsi yang pertama abangku bela...
lewat petang aku menuju pulang kerumah...
menghebohkan berita kepada abangku yang ketiga dan kakak iparku yang menanti dirumah..
beberapa minit kemudian ayahku pulang dari bermain golf...
kusampaikan juga berita tersebut kepada ayahku...
ayahku juga turut merasa kasihan dan sedih...
kami sekeluarga sempat beraya 2 kali bersama Breyton...

kemudian kami sekeluarga duduk makan malam bersama...
alangkah bahagianya jikalau adik beradik ku yang lain dan ahli keluargaku ada bersama...
bersantap bersama di meja makan...
aku mula rindu saat itu...
saat kami bersama sama dengan bilangan ahli keluarga yang cukup....
tetapi aku faham sukar untuk itu terjadi...
kerana adik beradik ku sudah mempnyai keluarga mereka sendiri...
dengan urusan urusan yang harus diselesaikan...
tidak mengapa....
ku cuma mampu menunggu dan berharap saat itu kembali nanti...
mungkin dimasa raya atau kenduri kenduri dimana semua ahli keluarga berkumpul...
bermesra bersama...
setelah sudah makan...
kami duduk di ruang tamu...
menonton rancangan dan drama di televisyen...
pabila drama tersebut tamat...
aku bingkas bangun dan menaiki anak tangga menuju kamar abangku yang kini berada di Dubai...

aku menekan butang di komputer riba...
dan kini aku menulis aktiviti ku dan peristiwa yang terjadi hari ini...
rasanya semua perkataan yang kukarangkan hari ini adalah didalam bahasa melayu...
terasa puas di hati kerana berjaya menggunakan bahasa melayu yang tidak dicampurkan dengan bahasa inggeris...

sekian......

thomas and friends?

huh

im back sitting in front of the laptop screen...

after going out with mom to bank...

and my untie house at bangi...

now...

accompanied by the sound of fan...

and a songs from playlist...

multitasking....

searching the victoria's secret products and collections...

commented my sis photos on facebooks...

surveying some online shopper blogs..

and any other stuffs....

as the time on the bottom right my screen...its already 6.20pm..

and suddenly....

my doors open a bit...

and i hear the thomas and friends theme song on tv...

my mom also sang that song to my nephew husaini at the downstairs...

i stopped for a while when hearing it....

oh...

i start to thinking about adib....

because thomas and friends was 1 of his favourite tv shows...

besides bob the builder and barney...

hurm...

cant wait to see adib and adam....

sadly can't follow mom n dad to london this coming december....

aaarrrgghhh!

next semester is a short sem...

i want to follow them...

huk huk..

but

it will be no midterm holiday....

need to wait till january....

hopefully on january....

airlines have a good offers and discounts...

so that i can continue on my journey to meet adib and adam....

as well as my sis n brother in law....

wuuuu~~~~

-.-

flu...

erm...

bila da hujung2 cuti je....

ade je tak kene....

nak selseme la...

nak demam la...

slalu camni....

aishh...

mcm tak bg start college je....

mmg nak pon cuti lama lama lagi...

tapi....

nak buat cmane....

cuti paling lama pon 3 weeks je....

jealous....

tgk org org lain....

cuti sebulan...

dua bulan...

tiga bulan...

aku...

cuti....

mcm tak cuti pon ada...

hari2 keluar..

tak urusan sendiri...

urusan family....

macam macam nak diuruskan kat luar....

baru je plan nak duduk rumah....

sehari...

tp terpaksa keluar jugak...

tak boleh nak elak...

badan semakin lemah...

selseme semakin teruk...

cuti smakin singkat....

harap2 cepat sembuh selseme ni......

-.-

4th november...

its my besties birthday, teha

and my coursemates birthday, timei

hope they will be blessed and more successful in their future...

on the afternoon...

i accompany mom...

she wanna buy something for her preparations to see my sis...

but unfortnately she couldnt find the coat that she wants...

and she bought me a coat as if im the one who's going...

but im not..

if i have the chance...

yess i will visit my sis...

on the evening afer got back at home....

i was smsing with classmate and he told me to check the exam result...

oh i was so eager to know the result...

and alhamdulillah i got passed all my subject...

but the reslt is not really good...

after a few minutes while chatting with my friends...

i was online window shopping...

coz i don't shop online....

and only surveying the stuffs and price....

i would prefer to shop at the real mall and shops coz i can feel the products

and sometimes bargain for the good price...

and maybe after this i will try to do the online shopping

but im afraid that it will make me addicted to it...

love to buy things....

but didnt really wear it....

i have several things that i havent wear

such as my cloth and platform/wedges....

huhu...

i just like to buy it because its nice and dont really care if i didnt wear it...

or i just wear it once atleast...

and just keep it in my closet and shoe rack....

:P

im back!

huh..

a lots of things happened...

this holiday isn't enough for me...

i need more days off..

a few days left for the semester break...

and im not feeling well now....

result is out....

thankfully i'll passed all the subject...

but....

any how i didn't satisfied with it...

will try to do the best next sem...!

insyaallah...

yeshh~

huh..

dapat pon online lagi...

check email...

check off9 message @ ym...

check facebook...

check horoscope @ friendster..

mcm2 laa....

minggu ni...

penat jugak...

busy preparation abg nye wedding...

kene la jd driver kesana... kesini... for mom...

cuti ni...

dapat jugak shopping....

haritu hajat nak shopping sandle...

dah dapat pon....

then pegi pavilion...

byk pulak sale...

geram je tengok...

tak tahan tengok sale....

ter shopping la 2 sandle and 2 bag dkt Tangs....

murah la jugak...

tade la mahal sangat....

lepas tu...

terasa nak beli jam baru....

ye la...

da pakai jam yg sedia ada tu since form4...

da lama...

tapi nasib baik jam tu tak buat hal...

maybe sbb quality nye pun bagus...

tu yang tahan lama tu....

tapi teringin jugak nak beli jam....

so...

kat pavilion tu...

lepas da beli sandles and bags tu....

turun la floor bawah....

jalan2....

tengok baju, kasut, bag branded2 from designer's....

tak mampu dah nak beli...

huhu...

lepas tu...

ternampak section jam....

jalan2....

tengok2....

perhati2.....

lepas tu datang sales person....

dia kata jam jam tu ade sale jugak...

ada yang sampai 40%...

ape lagi....

tau tau je orang tengah mencari cari jam....

terpandang satu jam color gold....

harga...

tak la mahal sangat...

bole la tahan....

lepas tu...

mintak sales person tu ambik kan from display glass tu....

da cuba letak kat tangan....

macam lawa pulak...

suka...

suka sangat....

rasa nak beli...

check duit dlm purse...

ok...

cukup lagi....

last last...

fikir for few minutes....

hah...

takmo pk dah...

ok....

beli jam tu....

alhamdulillah....

dapat jam baru....

sandles n bags baru jugak....

semua nye dengan sale yang best~

huhuhu.....

tak payah nak shopping kat Tangs Singapore...

Malaysia pon ada.....

suka Malaysia~

:D

busy?

-BUSY-

skarang ni...

exam dah habis...

cuti dah mula...

tapi...

banyak lagi benda yang nak kene settle...

penat...

letih...

tak larat....

semua ada...

nak rehat...

tapi....

apa kan daya...

dah terpaksa...

nak online pon susah...

gamba gamba tak edit lagi...

hand flowers for flower girls weekend ni pon tak siap lagi...

baju untuk kenduri tak siap lagi...

pegi fitting tadi...

tak puas hati...

gara gara cari tailor baru...

sebab tailor yang biasa busy takmo amik tempahan baru...

geram sangat rasa....

tapi nak buat macam mana...

kain da beli mahal mahal tapi tak puas ati nak pakai...

ada back up lagi satu baju...

kat tailor lagi satu...

harga...

tak payah cakap laa...

harap harap kali ni ok....

penat tak habis lagi...

3 rumah dah pergi hari ni...

esok...

entah berapa pulak...

plan nak pegi vacation dengan family...

tapi diorang pun busy...

and understand that its not easy...

nak buat macam mana...

tak boleh nak kata apa...

hurm...

- nak masa untuk siapkan kerja2 yang perlu disiapkan...

without any distraction....~

whoah...

huh...

it's been 3 week plus my blogging life has been abandoned...

yess...

It's because of i am too busy with things...

and the time that i usually spend for blogging is so limited now...

after ramadhan passed....

there's a lots of task in my mind...

during hari raya...

it didn't feel so free and hapy because im still thinking on assignment...

right after hari raya holiday...

went back to kl...

struggling for submission...

and then...

study for final exam...

and 2 paper had passed...

still didn't want to think about the result...

and there's 2 paper more to go....

well...

after i finished my exams...

hope everything will get back to normal....

hope to get more free time....

-___-

- wishing selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin-

hurm...

related?connected?

everything in this world are related...

sun and earth...

sand and sea...

grass and water....

animal and plants...

as well as human being....

woman and man...

mother and father....

son and daughter....

grandchildren and grandparents....

friends...

relatives...

related....

what a small world...

-have we realize about everything that are connected?

shopping raya..?

-RAYA SHOPPING?-

wuuuuuuuuu...

most people has start shopping for raya...

me?

i guess...

i shop not for raya...

haha...

i shop whenever i want to...

and when i have the MONEY(which is very important)...

huhu....

and what i heard from most people that i know...

they already bought their baju raya...

and other new stuff's to wear on hari raya...

as for me...

this raya...

i will just recycle my baju...

because i had this 1 kebaya...

that i used it once on my bro engagement day...

and i think i will wear it on the 1st raya....

for the second day of raya...

ermmm...

maybe i'll just wear any of my baju kurung....

i didn't have time to go to tailor to make a new baju for this raya...

but after raya i will send my 2 new cream french lace and green chiffon beaded to tailor...

haaaaa.....

and i will wear both of it on my 2nd bro wedding day on october...

so....

it's ok if i didn't have a new cloths for this raya right?

hehe...

:P

and for the casual wear...

i already shopped a bit...

the latest were @ mid valley and the gardens...

and i grabbed a jeans from miss selfridge...

and luckily i've got it @ cheap price because of SALE...

haha(love SALE)...

a leather sling bag and cloths from topshop...

and a purse from dorothy perkins...

hermmm....

i think my shopping perspective has changed a bit now...

maybe because of the influence...

(especially from my sis)...

or....because of the age?

wuuuu....

plus, the shoppaholic words...

and i admit that i am one of it...

hehe...

or maybe....

i just want to try something new....

ngeee....

it's not a big deal actually...

because i don't really go for brands...

as long as it's comfortable...nice...

and i satisfy...

-it is fun wearing something that we like-

:D

ermm?

petunjuk.
petanda.
persoalan.
bukti.
jawapan.
kepastian.
kebenaran.
keputusan.
keredhaan.
terima.
seadanya.


-sesungguhnya yang maha mengetahui hanyalah DIA...-

the time has come.....

Saturday

13 September 2008

The time for them to leave....

will be leaving for 3 and 1/2 years...
and there are some photos @ KLIA before the departure....

the best thing was....

i was hit by adib in the afternoon by his toys...

and because of im shock at that time...

and accidentally....

tears start falling down on the spot....

maybe because of the pain...

yes...

because it is so pain....

and my head bengkak after that....

and then...

adib went upstairs and cry at my dad...

maybe because of the guilt by hitting me....

but...

my mom told me...

that is the mark by adib before he go...

:P

and now they already arrived...

hope they will be just fine there...

and

we are here missing them.....

huhu...

:)

for more photos, visit my facebook..

=)

memories......

Memories...

When something happen...

in the pass...

or before....

that stays in our mind....

or something that made us think of it....

doesn't matter it is about the happy moments...

sad moments...

exciting....

or anything....

and as for me right now....

i just miss the memories...

in the pass....

where the happiness and full of joy....

especially with family members....

3 days more....
for my sis and her family to fly....

apart from us....

and i just wanted to say...

that i will be missing them so much....

especially my nephew...

nazhan adib....

my lovely nephew...

that always made me miss him every day...

and hope they will be fine....

always...

as for my friend....

who has been my bestfriend in the school time....

since we were in form 2...

there are 3 of us actually...

that are close to me at that time...

me...teha and him...

his name is shakir...

but we used to call him kijat...

he also will be flying away to further studies...

on next tuesday....

a very gudluck to him...

and insyaalllah....

i will be joining to say goodbye at KLIA...

hehe.

and hope he will be fine and finished his studies with a good grades... and again...
insyaallah if i have a chance...
i will be visiting them @ UK....
hehe..
=D

berbuka puasa beramai ramai...

today...

as planed last week...

is the day to break fast together...
with friends...

and classmates...
because majority of us are from the same majoring which is MI...

but there's also from FA and ID...

we break our fast at Village View Bangi...

actually for the first plan...

i wish to go to the Yankies Hut...

but somebody requested to not to go there...

as for some reason...

that i didn't know why...

and after we finished our afternoon session of class...

which is our majoring subject...

we gather at the bus stop in front of MMU gate...

and we went to bangi together...

there are 11 of us...

luckily the table has been reserved by two of us...

but there's a little bit of misunderstanding with the order at the first place...

but it's okay because it has been solved...

somehow when we gather together...

it reminds me of the pass time...

when we were close together before...

and the sweet memories...

but it's all just a memories...

that makes us remember...

unfortunately...

after we break our fast...

we need to go back to cyberjaya...

coz we had an assignments to be settle up...

but me wanie and wanie eng had decided to go to oldtown...

for a while...

and we had fun there..
maybe because the water are getting inside us...

which we usually called "masuk air"...

and we were camwhore together....

and yess...

that's also brings our happy moments again...

and after that we went back to MMU....

- the memories are there....and it stays there...always....

=)

berbuka puasa...

today's entry...

Islamic studies test...

luckily it's open notes test...

alhamdulillah...

and manage to finished it ontime...

after that straight away to library...

borrowed some design books for references...

get back to room...

discuss with fara and wanie about assignments...

went to alamanda for berbuka puasa...

and ate at johny's...

steamboat...

nyumm nyumm..

it was delicious....

and it's a treat by "boss" number 1...

went for maghrib prayer...

went to starbucks and this time...

is the turn for "boss" number 2 treats...

haha...

and thankfully that i am just a "secretary"...

where will be treated by all the bosses...

hehe...

by the way....

thanx to the boss 1 and boss 2 for the treats....

hehehe...

=D

Family Gathering...

Saturday...

6 september 08...

.

Family gathering...

.

I like gathering....

doesn't matter weather its a family gathering...

or a friends gathering...

i just like the situations when there are many peoples arround...

gather...

chats...

eat....

.

it makes me remember that im not alone...

and there's always somebody to accompany...

In the afternoon...

i accompany mom to alamanda...

coz she want's to buy some stuffs at carefour...

after that...

arround 4 pm...

me,my sis, my bro in law, adib and adam...

went to bangi...

to my 2nd bro house...

and we prepared food for BBQ breaking fast...

actually its our last week for breaking fast with my sis n her family...

before she went to uk...

and we invited our auntie who live's in bangi too...

because it's near to my bro house...

there are many food that served...

such as BBQ chicken..beef...

baked potatoes...corns...

frankfurter...

variety of "kueh mueh"...

rice...meehoon...ice cream...

and many more....

basically all the foods are delicious...

.

but sadly i can't upload those pic here today...

because it's all in my sis camera...

and later i will upload the photos...

what i like about gathering...

it makes the relationship closer to each other...

the moments that we spend together....

the laughter's...

jokes...

it's all will come out and shared among each other....

and that's the best moment's and memories ever....

.

-Family is the precious chattels that cannot be replace with anything~

~I LOVE MY FAMILY~

:D

1 more week left...

huh...
im back at home...
after i finished my class today...
i packed my things and straight away drive back home...
berbuka puasa with family members...
and today is a bit different....
because today adib is being pampered with me....
after arrived at home...
he shout happily when he sees me....
maybe he misses me...
so do i....
happy to see him welcoming me at the door....

and after a few minutes watching tv with adib and husaini....
its time for break fast...
and we all break our fast together...
adib sat next to me at the dining table...
he hold my hands while eating...
a bit surprise and a bit funny because he usually hold his mom hands only....
and he seems so lovely to me....
he shows his cute face while eating...
make all of us laughing and it was entertaining....
maybe he knows that after this he couldn't spend much time with us...
since he will be far away for a long time after this....
but he's just 3 years old....
what does he understand about being far away before he left us...?
i don't know...
or perhaps the instinct is there...
in his heart....

one more week left....
next saturday....
they(my sis,her husband,adib and adam) will be leaving malaysia for 3 years...
or more....
hope everything will be fine....
and hopefully they will remember us always...
especiall adib...
will be missing him so much....
because he's the most pampered nephew of mine....
besides husaini and faiz..
and the other niece's, farhanah fatihah and faiqah....
adam won't understand much because he's just 4 months...
but yes there is technology...
still can be connected even though being far....
its just that the feeling of being near and far is not the same...
cannot touch, or hug, neither kiss...
but its ok...
because it is all experience....

and i just have a little chat with adib....
in his mom's room....
listening to his story...
and he told me...
"makcu...nanti... adib pegi london..... adib tak jumpaaa makcu...."
with his cute voice...
and then....
he said...
" adib nak naik kapal tebang besaaaaa...."
"adib pegi airport"
"naik kapal tebang air asiaaaaa"
"pakai tali pinggang"
"kapal tebang teeeebaaaang tinggiiiiiiii"
and i said....
"lepas tu?"
he said...
" pastuu tuwun....."
"atok naik kewete..."
"adib balik ruma dengan atok..."
i ask him again....
"lepas balik rumah dengan atok adib buat apa..?"
he said...
"adib tidooooo"
he's just too cute and too little to understand about the real plane name...
what he know's is just air asia and mas...
but he seem's like he prefer air asia...
maybe because he rarely travel with mas...
huhu...
some how...
after the chat...
i do feel sad a bit...
and he's pointing his finger to my eyes...
and said...
"mata makcu...."
"merah...."
and i looked into the mirror...
yes it's red a bit...
maybe because i do feel sad at that time...
and i try to hide the sad feels....
and i left adib by going into my bro's room...
and he went downstairs playing in front of the tv...

-hope everything will be fine...
eventhough we will be celebrating raya without adib....
='(

MI trip...?

day three...
sunday
31st august 2008

ok...
last day....
in the morning...
we had a morning dance aka excercise...
we did a chicken dance and poco poco and another one i forgot it's name...
it was fun...
and after we burn some calories...
we added it back by ate nasik lemak...
hehehe....

after that we are all free
but need to took some photos or videos for the assignments...
we need to do a tvc that promoting that place...
the ulu yam rock eco resort...
and i took some photos and videos....
after that we all rest at the main stations...
and played some games...
such as teka teki...
eventhough its just a simple silly teka teki..
but it's fun...
and make's us laugh....
that was good...

after that we packed our things...
bags and belongings...
and get ready for lunch and get back to mmu...
but before that we did took some photos....
all of us...
at the ulu yam...
as the memorables for the MI TRIP 2008...
we had fun...
lecturers also had fun...
everybody had fun...
alhamdulillah....
and finally we depart to mmu arround 2pm....

-finished~

MI trip...?

day two...
saturday
30th august 2008

second day...
in the morning we had a jungle tracking with ATOK...
played some games at few checkpoint that is called concentration bermula...
and got wet into a miracle water...
haha...
and after that we get to mandi sungai...
right after the jungle tracking....
and then we played some games again with atok...
the most famous games that stuck in our heads now is...
PUTAT...
we need to concentrate and focused while playing this game...
and it was fun...

after that we need to practice for the performance night....
and by the last minute ideas that we've got...
we come across with haka and break it down and also 12 budak hutan...
and we got 1st place for the performance award...
not to forget about the lecturer's [performance which is sooooo funny...
we all laugh till saket perut and it was really2 fun....

after that....
when the clock ticks 12 am...
we all sang negaraku and other patriotic songs...
to celebrate our independance day or MERDEKA...
MALAYSIA BOLEH!!
and we continue to play a games that is for knowing each other...
by exchanging a jar by looking at the names inside it...
after that we all get to tents and sleep....

-continue to the last day...

MI trip...?

continue from part 1....

day first...
friday...
29th august 2008

we all gather at FCM atrium...
waiting for the others...
and of course bus...
arround 11 am...
bus arrive at fcm and we all depart...
about an hour plus after that...
we arrive at gombak...
and because its friday....
we stop for lunch and for the guys to perform Jumaat prayer...

after that we continue our journey to ulu yam...
after few minutes or about an hour...
we arrive at the rock eco resort...
after we all bring our bags to the tents...
we realize that all the prizes and hampers are still in the bus...
and the busses had already gone back...
Mr fauzan and few students meet the bus half way to get back our stuffs....
oh my god....
yes i felt guilty for it...
but it's all managed to settle...

we continue to our activity as stated in the tentative...
we play games...
and had fun with the people's and the activity....
it was fun...
and at night we did our own activities such as play games...
and karaoke...
again...we had fun and great time...
regardless the place....
but because of us....
the MI'ans...
so it was fun....
hehe....

after we all had a karaoke...
and some of us are build the camp fire....
and we all enjoyed that night...
with the togetherness...
hehe...
we get back to tents and had some sleep....

-continue......

MI trip...?

MI Trip...
29th of august 2008 - 31st august 2008

-behind the scene before the trip-

MI trip....
it was soooo unexpected...
at first i decided to not to join...
but then...
when i think back that we would get an extra marks...
ok then i'll go...
for the sake of the extra marks...
and spending time with MI'ans...

The unexpected thing was i am one of the hicom for this trip...
besides wanie and others...
it is quite tirering that the hicomm need to settle things just in few days...
preparing the ideation for the games...
and the prizes...
the day before the trip...
me, azri n kak reen went to usj to buy the stuffs to make the hamper and prizes...
and after get back...
we gather at kak reen's house in cyberia...
and all the hicomm join in to wrap the prizes and other things as well...
after a few hours at kak reen's house...
and there's only left few people...
that is 6 of us consist of me,kak reen,wanie,chip,azri,and syakir...
and the time is about 5 in the morning...
and while im away from the hall...
and without knowing what happen at that time...
they suddenly start to surprise and shock...
when i look into kak reen's monitor...
they were looking at each other and they open a website called peteranswer..
okay...
i think know a little bit about this site..
where if we ask something...
the "peter" will answer it truthly...
for example if i ask the peter, "what color of my shirt",
it would give the real answer...

and then....
i don't know that who's typing the first question...
that is " who is wearing a black shirt"
and the peter answer " chip"...
starts from that...
we all quite surprise and a bit scared...
but i insist to not to believe on it...
and i really2 don't believe it...
it's just that i have this strong feeling to not to trust on it...

and then we keep on asking questions on that "peter"
and when azri ask...
most of the time the peter will answer it correctly...
and we are getting more and more excited at the same time,
of course la cuwak....

time passing by...
i keep on asking azri to ask a questions on that peter...
innocently, azri type a questions and the peter keep on answer it...
but when me or kak reen or anybody else type a question...
the peter won't answer our question...
yes it starts to make us confuse and curious...
about an hour plus we keep on playing that peter answer...
azri said he wants to go back to his house...
but because of we scared at that time...
we ask the boys to leave when the sun is rise...

and till the sun is rise...
at last we know the truth of it....
hahahaha....
and for those who knows it...
they will laugh....
hehe.....

-continue to part 2

ramadhan..

Ramadhan datang lagi~
dikesempatan ini...
inginku menyusun sepuluh jari jemari...
memohom ampun dan maaf...
jika ada tersalah dan silap sepanjang tempoh ku bernyawa...

Bulan ramadhan...
bulan berpuasa bagi semua muslimin dan muslimat...
tanpa mengira dimana jua seseorang itu berada...

Puasa...
dikaitkan dgn menahan lapar dan dahaga...
mengajar kita untuk menjadi seorang manusia yang lebih sabar...
dan tabah dalam menghadapi apa jua dugaan mahupun rintangan...
dan memberi kesedaran bahawa diluar sana...
masih ada manusia manusia lain yang tidak sesempurna kita...
ada yang tidak mendapat makanan...
mahupun keperluan lain yang secukupnya...
dan dengan berpuasa...
ia menyedarkan kita supaya sentiasa bersederhana...

Nikmat kesenangan yang tuhan bagi...
boleh ditarik balik dengan sekelip mata...
bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurniakan...
kadang kadang...
kita sendiri pun tak sedar...
yang kita membazir...
atau pun selalu rasa tak puas hati dengan apa yang ada...
selalu rasa serba kekurangan walaupun sebenarnye dah lebih daripada cukup...
tapi...
itu lah manusia...
kadang kadang terleka...
kadang kadang tak sedar...
kadang kadang lalai...

Biarlah ramadhan al mubarak ini dilalui dengan penuh makna...
dan moga moga menjadikan kita insan yang lebih berguna...
pada masa sekarang...
dan akan datang....

-happy fasting to all muslims~ =D

Busy? or entertainment?

Yess....
For this few days i've been busy...
Busy with outings...
Busy with assignments....
And others....

Even though I am busy...
I still search for entertainments...
To release some of the pressure inside the head....
Maybe....
And recently...
The last movie that I watched...
Is death race...
And the movie is so exciting and fascinating...
Plus by the happy ending of the story....
And...
It somehow keeps me awake when I actually do feel sleepy before I watched it...
For the movie ratings...
I wanna give a 5 star to the movie(death race)...
Yess it is a 18SG movie...

Oh Oh...
It reminds me of one incident...
When we walk to the counter to buy the tickets...
Me and Wanie and Kak Reen....
One of the worker there said that this movie is just for 18 and above...
And ya we know that...
Plus we had already pass that age...
Or maybe she is just trying to be sarcastic...
By the tone of her voice talking to us...
or.....
I dont know...
But well...
We're taking it positively...
By take it as a compliment...
That we looked younger than our real age..
Haha....
It's just to ease our heart....
=P

shopping?

Saturday..
hari best..
sebab...
dapat shopping~
macam macam yang dibeli...
dgn orang yang ramai...
ada yang datang dengan family..
ada juga yang bersama rakan rakan...
tak lupa juga yang datang berpasangan...
ada yang membelek belek barangan...
window shopping...
ada juga yang shopping sakan...
sampai ber bag bag di tangan...
aku...
salah seorang daripada mereka...
beberapa jam pertama...
aku hanya berjalan window shopping...
lepas tu...
pergi mengisi perut yang kosong...
lepas perut telah diisi oleh makanan yang agak mengenyangkan...
baru bertambah semangat nak membeli belah...
perjalanan disekitar shopping mall diteruskan...
mata meneliti barang barang....
kemudian aku mula membeli...
dan membeli...
dan membeli....
setelah lebih kurang 4 paper bag di tangan..
aku penat...
berasa malas nak jalan dah...
kemudian balik.....
tapi hatiku riang...
sebab dah lama tak shopping macam tu...
best!!~
=D

tarikh cantik hari baik

20082008?
wahh...
cantik sungguh date...
hari pon cantik...
best sangat hari ni...
alhamdulillah...
kebanyakan hajat dihati...
dimakbulkan tuhan...
teringin nak makan fast food...
dapat...
teringin nak tengok fireworks...
dapat...
teringin nak jumpa orang yang susah sangat nak jumpa...
dapat...
best best best~
sangat best~
had a great day today...!
hehehe...
=D

-Feel so happy that makes me wanna dance and jump~ huhu

best

best...
hari ni...
banyak kebetulan...
yang tak disangka sangka...
dari pagi...
dah ade beberapa situasi yang tak kujangka berlaku..
salah satu nya...,
risau yang teramat memikirkan kerja copywriting...
takot terbuat salah..
takot dimarah...
or outcome yang negative from lecturer...
tapi...
sebenarnye...
sebaliknya....
alhamdulillah...
lecturer suka hasil kerja ku dan groupmate ku, Kak Reen...
hurmm...
sungguh tak disangka...
membuat kami tersenyum keriangan...
dan sangat lega...
mungkin...
ada sesuatu yang DIA nak tunjukkan...
or...
mungkin juga...
ade makna disebalik setiap yang tejadi....
tapi...
aku tetap happy...
dan bersyukur...
kerana...
walau ape pon terjadi...
aku percaya akan ada hikmah disebalik semua ni...
dan aku tidaklah keseorangan...
masih ramai disekelilingku yang menyayangiku...
dan menghargai erti perhubungan...
walau apa sekalipun...
dan kegembiraan itu...
akan lebih bermakna...
apabila dikongsi...
bersama semua...

-alhamdulillah~

"when you say nothing at all"

When you say nothing at all- Ronan Keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word
You can light up the dark
Try as i may
I could never explain
What i hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Let's me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all)

-I just hear back this song and it stucks on my mind... The song is soothing and it makes me touched when i hear it...

awkward

"awkward"

yes..
it is...
i feel that...
it's been hounting me...
i don't know why...
whats wrong...
maybe others know...
but...
i don't...
i wan't to...
don't know how...
been trying to...
didn't get it...
just don't understand...
keep on thinking bout it...
time by time...
day by day...
still searching...

-still the same me...hoping everything's gonna be alright~

10 days...

"10 hari"

aku...
tetap disini...
hari berlalu...
tapi...
masih sama...
tak berubah...
tapi...

aku..
pelik...
bingung...
tertanya tanya...
resah...
kenapa...
apa sebabnya...
entah..
sampai bila...
tak tahu...
hurm...

Friday

yeah...
its friday...
I had finished the discussion for online advertising..
where we had to read 3 articles...
and its done alreay...
then I continue to sleep after getting back from class...
when I woke up I feel release a bit...
because all submissions for this week are settled...
and I already get some rest...
now...
Im in need of entertainment!
doesn't matter what...
I wanna watch wallE~
But don't know wether wanna go with whom yet...
huhu...

- wallE~ wallE~ wallE~ I want~~~ -.-

....

"mish"
short sentences: I mish u...
so much....

Thursday

It's already Friday~
coz the clock is almost to 1 o'clock now..
I am so tired because lately I didn't get enough sleep..
and busy with assignments..
I've submitted 2 assignements already that is MI and Video post production..
that we have to make a movie trailer...
After I come back from the morning class..
I've been sitting in front of my pc and chatting with my friends..
and I skip my lunch..
even though Im hungry but because of too tired..
I lost my appetite to eat..
Then after zuhur,
I plan to get a nap because I have class at 2..
But I couldn't make it because Im too sleepy to wake up..
So I just continue sleep arround an hour plus..
After that I went to alamanda with my friends wanie and wanie eng..
there's 2 wanie..
after I came back from alamanda..
I stayed at wanie eng rooms because I am tired to climb up the stairs..
because I have to go to AGMs for UPG club..
wanie eng gave me magazine to read..
and we eat and chatting...
right after that..
I went to the AGM..
right after came back..
I switch my pc on..
and wrote here...
I still have to read 3 articles for my online advertisement class...
I am so tired and I need an entertainment~
And SLEEP~
=(

A to Z

I just read a magazine this evening..
and its my friend's magazine..
and there's are columns about love..
and it's stated about A to Z about love..
or for those who are in a relationship..
just wanna share... =)

A- Alliance = Alliance from 2 heart
B- Brighten = love can brighten ur life
C- Caring = Love will be valuable if we care for each other
D- Dear = People that you love is the one who is important to you
E- Enhance = Have to try to enhance your love even though the love is there
F- Forever = To make the love stay forever
G- Good = Be a good friend to be a good lover
H- Honest = Honest in relationship
I- Intelegent = Intelligent in make decisions
J- Joke = Cheer up your life with jokes
K- Kind = Be kind
L- Loyalty = Loyal to your partner
M- Manner = Always be in a good manner
N- Need = Have the needing feeling
O- Objective = Must have objective for the relationship
P- Passion = Must have the passion to achieve the objective
Q- Quality = The quality is the most important in the relationship, not by forces or sympathy
R- Responsibility = From sincerity, there is responsibility
S- Survive = Fight for it
T- Tolerate = Being tolerate to each other
U- Unpredictable = There must be something that is unpredictable
V- Valuable = Appreciate because it is valuable
W- Wish = Try to give as what your partner wish for
X- X Factor = The Xfactor of love is SACRIFICE
Y- You = Anything that you've done
Z- Zero = Always forgiving

berbuka..

hari ni..
puasa lagi..
kelas full..
dari pagi sampai petang..
tidur pun tak cukup..
mata pun bengkak..
kepala pening..
perut lapar..
tapi takpe..
masih bersabar...
bersabar menanti waktu berjalan...

hari ni..
kene submit assignment MI..
copywriting consult dengan lecturer...
lepas tu kelas online advertising..
belajar pasal handphone2..
best..
menarik..
dapat news dari lecturer..
pasal MI trip..
pegi Ulu Yam..
at first agak kecewa..
sebab dalam hati teringin sangat sangat nak ke pantai..
nak menikmati desiran ombak laut..
tapi apa kan daya...
lecturer's da buat keputusan...
bukan nya apa..
baru lepas pergi camp UPG dekat hutan..
air terjun..
lebih kurang macam MI trip yang akan datang ni...
tapi aku tetap akan pergi jikalau tiada apa yang menghalang..
kerna mahu meluangkan masa dengan rakan2..
dan memang kami wajib ke trip ni atas dasar assignment...
sesi petang, kelas MI..
submit sketch book dan CD assignment..
dapat briefing assignment baru...
balik petang sambung buat movie trailer..
hingga tiba waktu berbuka..
dengan sederhana...
aku berbuka dengan air sejuk dan pisang..
kemudian ke alamanda...
makan di johny's...
Alhamdulillah kenyang...
terima kasih awak..
appreciate it...
kemudian, balik ke MMU..
sambung buat movie trailer untuk disubmit esok...

- alangkah best kalau dapat tidur.....mata sangat mengantuk...

rezeki part 2

"rezeki"
bercakap pasal rezeki..
teringat nak tules pasal sesuatu..
semenjak dua menjak ni..
suka dengar ade lagu ni..
tajuk nya menjaga hati..
dinyanyikan oleh indonesia band, yovie and nuno..
selalu dengar lagu tu dekat playlist..
lagu tu menyayat hati..
bole buat orang rasa sedih..
dan macam macam lagi..
kerna lirik nya penuh dgn makna..
melodi nya juga menenagkan..
kira tak stress kalau dengar lagu ni...
dan mungkin buat kita teringat kenangan kenangan lalu..
secara tak sengaja..
satu hari ni..
maxis bagi message..
dia kata..
ade caller ringtone free..
untuk terima reply YES..
agak terkejut mula mula..
sebab maxis ni macam tahu tahu pulak..
memang tengah minat lagu tu..
so ini bole dikira macam rezeki la..
bukan semua orang dapat..
dapat lagu yang kita suka pulak tu..
alhamdulillah..
and thanx maxis..
hehe..

- best dapat caller ringtone free..lagu favorite pulak tu.. =)

rezeki

"rezeki"
ia ada di mana mana..
tanpa mengira
waktu, hari, bila, dimana, apa, siapa,
ia tetap ada..
cuma..
terpulang kepada Allah SWT untuk menentukan..
rezeki berpihak pada siapa..
tanpa mengira jantina..
tanpa mengira usia..

Selalunya kita berpendapat..
jikalau ada rezeki takkan kemana..
jadi..
Doa, amalan, adalah bekalan yg sangat berharga...
moga moga kita dimurahkan rezeki..
insyaallah...

- rezeki ada di mana mana..

time

"time"
in 1 minute..
there is 60 second..
in 1 hour..
there is 60 minute..
in 1 day..
there is 24 hours..
in 1 month..
there is 30 days..
in 1 year..
there is 365 days..

time after time..
day by day..
week by week..
month by month..
year by year...
time passing by..
how much have we contribute in our life according to time..?
or we just let the time pass by and just let all the chances gone?
or we miss the options to make choices?
think about it.....

-appreciate every single second that we have and try to not waste it...

laugh

"laugh"
hari ni..
ada banyak kejadian kejadian yang menarik berlaku..
contohnya..
kerisauan tentang assignments..
kepala yang pening..
perut yang lapar..
tapi..
setelah lepas waktu maghrib..
aku dan rakan2 ku keluar mencari makanan..
untuk berbuka puasa..
mulanya pergi ke destinasi pertama..
iaitu streetmall..
men survey harga pedicure menicure di kedai streetmall..
dan harganya agak berpatutan..
membuatkan kami tertarik..
kemudian ke master art..
F n R membeli barang keperluan assignment mereka..
ke dengkil untuk berbuka puasa..
alhamdulillah tiada pembaziran lauk berlaku..
kerna semua juadah yang kami order habis dimakan..

ok..
selepas itu kami menuju pulang ke cyber..
singgah di 7eleven cyberjaya..
kami masuk dan meneliti harga harga barangan disitu..
terasa mahal..
jadi kami keluar dan pergi ke kedai sebelah..
mane tahu harganya lagi murah..
disebabkan oleh kami telah berbual tentang mainan dikala zaman kanak kanak..
seperti tora, dendang, dan jojo,
kami ternampak kotak kotak itu di kedai tersebut..
lalu kami meneliti kotak kotak mainan itu sambil tersenyum..
entah bagaimana..
hati tertarik untuk membeli mainan mainan tersebut..
F pergi ke kaunter untuk bertanya harga dan kami membuat keputusan untuk membeli..
sedang F bertanya pada uncle kedai itu,
F terdengar sekumpulan hamba allah yg sedang melepak di luar kedai itu berkata
"aik da besar pon beli tora"
membuatkan kami tertawa disitu..
hinggakan nak saket perut disebabkan tawa riang..
tapi buat buat slumber je..
akhirnya..
W dan F memberi duit untuk membayar kepadaku..
meminta ku untuk membayar..
dengan akur dan slumber aku bayar..
kami masih ketawa hinggakan muka masing2 jadi merah..
ade seseorang dari kelompok luar tadi masuk ke kedai itu..
dan menghampiri kami..
dan berkata..
"ni nak buat apa mainan banyak banyak ni"
kami hanya tersenyum dan tergelak..
mereka diluar juga begitu..
walau apa pon..
kami had fun kerana itu membuat kan hati kami terhibur..
and it was fun..
biar apa pun tanggapan orang lain..
tapi kami tetap kami..
asalkan kami happy..
walaupun desebalik senyuman..tawa..
tersimpan sesuatu yang tersirat....
tapi tidak mengapa..
=D

- tak perlu kesah tanggapan orang lain asalkan kita happy..

patience

"patience"
everyone has their own limits of being patience..
sometimes we didn't realize that it is good to practice it..
because it teach us on how to control ourself inside out..
patience relates to different types of feeling such as angry, sad, frustration,
and etc..
as for me..
I believe that..
if we can overcome any negative feelings in our heart by this..
the goods will come..
if we cannot be patience..
many possibilities of negativity will come to us..
and bring bad effects to ourselves..
as most people said..
"Allah akan mengasihani ummatnya yang bersabar" or
"God will pity everyone who has patience in them" ..

-lets just be patience and insyaallah God will pity us and give protection to us.. =)

weng~

rindu.
saya rindu.
rindu apa?
rindu kamu.
kenapa?
sebab sekarang,
mcm da laen.
taktau kenapa.
tapi...
saye cume rindu.
rindu dulu.
tawa.
riang.
bahagia.
semua.

appreciate?

"appreciate"
susah ke nak appreciate something?
or someone?
kadang kadang..
bila benda tu ada depan mata kita..
kita buat tak nampak je..
kita ignore je..
atau pon kita tanak jaga elok elok pon..
tapi..
bila benda tu mula menghilang..
kita carik balik..
kita carik sampai dapat..
bila kita da dapat..
kita jaga..
lepas tu..
lama lama kita lupa..
kita ulang balik apa kita da buat..
kita biar benda tu hilang..
bila benda tu hilang..
betul betul hilang..
kita cari tapi tak jumpa jugak..
kita menyesal..
kita menyesal sebab kita tak jaga dan abaikan benda tu dan biarkan ia hilang..
mungkin sebab kita tak hargai..
atau tak tahu nak jaga..
tapi kita manusia..
manusia memang lalai..
semua orang buat silap..
macam saya..
bila mp3 ade depan mata..
buat tak heran je..
bila sedar benda tu hilang..
resah gelisah nak cari sampai dapat..
bila da dapat..
lega dan bersyukur..
nasib baik tak hilang terus..
saya akan hargainya~

- "hargai apa apa disekeliling kita dengan baik dan cermat.."

miss em...

"miss"
The word refers to many things..
yess I miss a lot's of people out there..
I miss my elder sister who is far away from me..
my nieces and nephews...
my best friends..
that's not here..not in KL...
I just wish to see them and get a hug from them and laugh with them..
I miss those moments when we were having fun together, share stories, shopping, cry,
and a lot more..
but what can we do..
we're busy with college and we are not in the same states...

"empty"
It's been staying in me...
the emptiness that couldn't be avoid...
even though I try to cover it up with many tasks...
pretend as there's nothing happen..
and cover with smiles..
but the reality is...?
ahh..its just there...

-I'm just hoping that everything gonna be fine after this...

holiday?

ok..
my midterm break is gonna end tomorrow..
I've been on holidays for a week..
but seriously it's not enough..
I was wishing on a month break..atleast..
where I can go on a vacation..
perhaps with all my family members..
or with my friends...

As for my midterm break..
I've been busy with my assignments...
and i have to drive my mom to where she wanna go...
but its ok mom...anything for u....
and settle up few things...
including the preparations for my nephew birthday party yesterday..

Tomorrow, I have to get back to college..
where my daily schedule will be continue..
gotta think about topics to go on air,
have to fnish up my assignments for wednesday and thursday subject,
preparation for tuesday presentation,
meetings and others.....

I just wish my holidays not gonna end....sob2...