THE DAY...

Yesterday...

is the day....

the official date to be a twenTY years old of me...

it was fun...

and many people threw me their nice wishes and all...

i went to my classes as usual...

and my classmates do wishes me with their own style...

some wrote "happy bday" on the attendance paper...

some sang it to me...

i am sooo happy...

as they they made me felt touched...

i managed to attend the Music Sharing Session that was organized by djclub that i joined...

and kak reen gave me a box of chocolate!

and the MC's also wished us..

and sang the birthday song...

haha...

luckily they just called my dj name...

that some of them didn't knew it was me..

hahaha...

and after i went back to my room..

i decided to continue finishing my assignments...

after a few minutes...

wanie, switch off the light...

when i looked back, they sang to me the birthday song...

plus with the box of pizza and a birthday card...

haha..

yess i was surprised...

because i didn't expect that they would do me a last surprise that reminds me of last year...

huhuhu....

appreciated it soo much!!~

to: (wanie, wanie eng, frah and reena)... and all............

THANX A LOT!!

i love u guys.... :D :D :D

uh uh...

HEHE...

im officially twenTY now...

yeah...

a lots of things happened...

and i still need to improve many things...

as for EVERYBODY,

Thanx for all the wishes...

and whoever wishes me..

with the nice and sweet wishes...

hehehe...

u guys makes me laugh and happy....

i appreciate that...

oh and 1 of my wish has come true...

i finally get my ticket to london...

yeayyyy!!!

but its next year....

but never mind...

haha...

the date has already fixed...

huhu...

thanx pa for the great bday present....

love it so much!

can't wait to see my sister and her family...

especially my nephews...

adib and adam...

:D :D :D

something wrong somewhere?

huh...

don't know why...

been wondering...

is there something wrong with me now...

or its just a feeling...?

or instinct??

i don't know...

and the question

WHY IS THIS HAPPENED?

WHY IS THAT HAPPENED?

has been stucked in my head like for 3 days already..?

oh!!

im confused...

confused with what?
the truth....

im afraid to know the truth of the questions in my mind...

and hopefully everything will gonna be fine...

please!

2 more days...

YESS!!

2 more days left..
and all my TEENS will gone...
huh...
and im reaching 20...
going to reach the "young adult" level in my life...
it is so delighted when we were teens...
many things and situation happened and has been gone through...
i still felt that many things that i didn't even manage to settle...
but its ok...
a little change in numbers of age didn't means a change in everything right?
i am still the same simple person....
that many people recognize and i smile a lot..
only at times...
i do cry...
or when facing any serious situation....
i wish my days after this will be better and a lots of joyness and happiness....
i wanna get rid of all the complication...
huhu..
its just a wish...
what ever happen...
only God knows...
huhu...

Birthday Wish 2008...

1. wish to get a hidayah from God for the right path....
2. wish to improve all my ibadah to Allah...
3. wish all of my family members gather together...
4. wish all of us (friends) will get back together just like before...
6. wish to become successful in future...
7. wish to have an automatic car... coz i have the manual car.. and it is so tirering when driving in traffic jam... :P
8. flight ticket to london... coz i missed my sis and nephews so much.. that it makes me cried... (but my dad already promissed to send me there next year) :D
9. wish to have a lots of money... so that i can buy what ever i want... huhu
10. wish that somebody will gave me a gold bracelet... don't know why bracelet and why gold... :P

well...its just a wish...
if all of it can be complited...
alhamdulillah...
if not...
i can only hope for it to be happen..
or else.. i will find a way to get it myself...
hehe...
:P

time...

Time has passing by so fast...
many things happen...
sometimes...
we didn't arranged for it...
and sometimes..
what we arranged, didn't works at all....

we couldn't even think or expect what will happen next...
we can just plan and hope for it to be happen...
a little change in ourselves could bring a big meanings...
yess...

but we didn't know that people arround us can accept it or not...
hurmm....
its hard to tell...

1st day at school..?

oh it's monday!

a new day after a week.....

the past weekends are just fine for me...

and i've discovered a new things and should i call it a new hobby?

i guess so...

on saturday...

for the whoooooooole day...

i followed my brother to Putrajaya international waterski games...

and it was fun...!!

hehe...

i hope u understand why...

wuuuuu....(syyy)

hehe..

my brother has been involved with one of the booth there about the RC club(something to do with remote control car) that he joined...

it was his new hobby..

after a few times i watched they play the rc, it catch my attention and interest...

hurmmm....

i think i should try to play it...

even though it is a guys hobby...

but why not??

huhu..

yes..

someday i will..

when i have a free time..

and my brother allow me to follow him and play his car...

yeay!!

but it was a high maintainance hobby...

huh...

oh..

it reminds me of my childhood time..

when i was in primary school...

i used to play with my boys neighbour...

because the majority of my neighbour with the same age as me are the boys...(haha)

and im not the type of girl that just sitting at home and watch tv...

i love outdoors activity...

even untill now...

im still the same...

i can spend my whole day outside...

maybe in the shopping mall...

going out with friends...

or anywhere...

huhu...

oh i got a discount voucher from my mom...

to have a free express facial @ one of the beauty salon at midvalley...

so i went there on sunday...

and did the facial...

it was.....

ok...

but i don't think that i will continue or change my current product to that product...

huhu...

today...

the 1st day of class...

on the second trimester....

how was it??

it was just fine..

the class finished early..

because its the 1st day...

and many of my classmates couldn't make it today...

im sure they have their own reason for not attending the class...

after the class finished...

i went to kl...

and i try to not BUY anything...

but after a few moment.........

i end up buying the handmade sandle....

oh gosh....

what's happen to me???

huh........

i've broke my statements already....

that i will not go shopping for this 2 months!!!

haha...

but never mind...

luckily the sandle is nice...

and i like it...

YeaY!

:D

best vs boring?

busan...

tapi best...??

kenapa??

hurm...

hari ini tak buat apa apa sangat pun...

macam biasa je...

bangun tidur...

turun bawah...

tengok keadaan sekeliling...

naik atas balik....

masuk bilik abang...

duduk depan laptop....

online...

bukak facebook...

bukak ym...

surf website website dan juga blog blog online shopper...

OMG!

harini aku gune bahase campur lagi.....

tapi takpe la...

takde specification bahasa untuk harini...

aku bebas menggunakan apa jua bahasa kumahukan...

as in english...

i am free to write and use which ever language that i preferred to....

haha....

dah kududuk dikerusi berhadapan laptop...

aku bernekad hari ni tak nak keluar rumah...

tak mahu kemana mana...

sepanjang cuti ni aku belum pernah sempat lagi duduk terperap dirumah walau sehari...

hah!

aku laksanakan niat ku yang asyik tertangguh tu...

orang lain kata best keluar hari2...

ye memang best...

tak kunafikan...

tapi entah kenapa...

terasa hati nak mengurungkan diri kat rumah hari ni...

aku berjaya untuk tak kemana mana...

walaupun ibuku mempelawa untuk meneman ke kedai dan Jusco berdekatan...

but i refuse...

sepanjang hari aku duduk menghadap laptop..

macam macam kulakukan...

seperti biasa...

multitasking....

bila perut terasa lapar....

atau tekak berasa dahaga...

aku turun bawah cari makanan dan minuman

lepastu macam biasa...

kukembali ke skrin laptop...

meneruskan kerja kerja atau aktiviti aktiviti yang kulakukan...

sehinggalah lewat petang...

dan...

aku masih setia dihadapan skrin....

pabila hari siang dah pun berganti malam...

aku turun kebawah...

kulihat kedua ibu dan ayahku...

sedang duduk relax di sofa di ruang tamu....

aku turut serta menonton tv...

dan setelah beberapa minit ibu mengajak kami makan...

kami bingkas bangun dari sofa...

menuju meja makan untuk menikmati makan malam...

lauk harini simple simple je...

ikan masak asam...

dan sayur...

dan aku...

everytime makan nasi...

mesti bertemankan dengan kicap...

dah terbiasa dari kecil..

makan nasi mesti ada kicap....

sesudah makan...

kami kembali ke ruang tamu dan menonton anugerah skrin tv3...

sambil tu...

aku ber sms dengan rakanku dan naik ke atas semula...

macam biasa lah...

masuk ke bilik abang untuk online...

kini aku masih online dan akan terus online hingga aku mengantuk...

hurm...

harini adalah hari yang agak bosan bagiku kerana tidak langsung keluar rumah...

tapi tetap best kerana niat ku tercapai untuk memerapkan diri dirumah...

walaupun aku seorang yang sangat suka keluar....

berjalan jalan...

bersiar siar...

seperti bak kata orang...

luas perjalanan jauh pemandangan...

hehe

:P

lagi jauh ku berjalan...

lagi banyak la idea idea yang kudapat....

tak salah kan nak menambah idea dan ilmu di dada...

:D

sekian.....

hari ini versi BM

Hari ni terasa nak menulis dalam bahasa kebangsaan...
Bahasa Melayu...
nak cuba untuk menulis tanpa menggunakan walau sepatah perkataan bahasa inggeris...
dizaman moden sekarang...
sudah menjadi kebiasaan manusia manusia pabila bertutur...
akan dicampurkan mereka dengan perkataan perkataan bahasa inggeris...
aku juga sendiri sudah terbiasa...
menggunakan bahasa campur didalam pertuturanku....
adakah itu dikatakan tidak baik?
atau akan memudaratkan keindahan bahasa yang telah dicipta?
aku tiada jawapan nya...
kamu sendiri boleh menilai....
sama ada baik atau tidak...

di pagi yang sudah agak lewat...
ku bukakan kelopak mata yang tertutup...
terjaga dari lena....
kulihat sekeliling ruang kecil kamarku....
dan meneliti telefon bimbitku...
terdampar beberapa pesanan ringkas...
yang dihantar dari beberapa kenalanku...
aku bingkas bangun dari tempat ku beradu...
menuruni anak tangga satu persatu...
kulihat wajah ibuku di kerusi meja makan...
aku masuk ke kamar kecil di tingkat bawah rumahku...
mengambil beberapa pakaian yang diperlukan...
dan menaiki semula anak tangga dan menuju ke kamar mandi...
setelah selesai aku bersiap untuk keluar...
menonton wayang yang terbaru ditayangkan hari ini...
kemudian pabila sudah selesai menonton...
dalam perjalanan menuju kerumah...
telefon bimbitku berbunyi...
menandakan ada pesanan ringkas yang masuk...
aku melihat nama di skrin...
pesanan tersebut daripada abangku yang kedua...
dengan perasaan yang biasa...
aku membuka pesanan itu...
beberapa saat kemudian...
ku sedar wajahku berubah...
jantungku mula berdegup laju...
menerima pesanan yang agak mengejutkan dan menyedihkan...
aku cemas...
terkaku buat sementara waktu...
kubaca satu per satu ayat yang dikarangkan oleh abangku...
dia membawa berita...

berita yang tidak kusangka..

bahawa...
salah seekor kucing kesayangan nya...
bernama BREYTON...
yang dinamakan khas sempena kereta BMW nya...
meninggal dunia di hospital haiwan di Jalan Ipoh Kuala Lumpur...
aku membalas pesanan tersebut...
bertanyakan sebab dan punca kematian Breyton...
doktor mengesahkan Breyton menghidapi penyakit yang tak dapat diselamatkan...
virus masuk menjangkiti darahnya...
sel darah merah langsung tiada...
pabila doktor mahu mengambil darahnya...
tiada darah yang keluar...
pucat lesu Breyton pabila terdampar di hospital haiwan tersebut...
mungkin virus itu sudah 2 minggu menjangkitinya...
tapi apakan daya...
sudah tidak dapat diselamatkan...
aku turut berasa sedih kerana Breyton sudah berusia setahun lebih...
dijaga rapi oleh abangku...
tetapi...
pada hari perkahwinan abangku...
Breyton dihantar ke hotel haiwan peliharaan di bangi...
mungkin dia dijangkiti penyakit tersebut oleh kucing lain yang menginap disana...
petang sejurus aku sampai dirumah...
aku dan ibuku bersiap dan menziarahi abang dirumahnya di bangi....
kesedihan terpampar diwajahnya...
kerana dia sangat sayangkan kucing kucing nya..
sayang seperti anak nya sendiri..
dibawa kemana mana...
melainkan ada urusan penting...
baru dihantar kan kucing kucing di hotel...
mungkin sudah sampai ajal Breyton...
kami semua merasa kesedihan tersebut...
aku sendiri...
walaupun alah dengan kucing dan tidak boleh mendekati kucing...
tetapi terdapat juga perasaan sayangkan kucing dan mengasihani kucing...
kusyukuri tuhan tidak mengambil Sofie dan Garfield...
Sofie dan Garfield adalah kucing yang bertahan lama dibawah jagaan abangku...
mereka adalah kucing parsi yang pertama abangku bela...
lewat petang aku menuju pulang kerumah...
menghebohkan berita kepada abangku yang ketiga dan kakak iparku yang menanti dirumah..
beberapa minit kemudian ayahku pulang dari bermain golf...
kusampaikan juga berita tersebut kepada ayahku...
ayahku juga turut merasa kasihan dan sedih...
kami sekeluarga sempat beraya 2 kali bersama Breyton...

kemudian kami sekeluarga duduk makan malam bersama...
alangkah bahagianya jikalau adik beradik ku yang lain dan ahli keluargaku ada bersama...
bersantap bersama di meja makan...
aku mula rindu saat itu...
saat kami bersama sama dengan bilangan ahli keluarga yang cukup....
tetapi aku faham sukar untuk itu terjadi...
kerana adik beradik ku sudah mempnyai keluarga mereka sendiri...
dengan urusan urusan yang harus diselesaikan...
tidak mengapa....
ku cuma mampu menunggu dan berharap saat itu kembali nanti...
mungkin dimasa raya atau kenduri kenduri dimana semua ahli keluarga berkumpul...
bermesra bersama...
setelah sudah makan...
kami duduk di ruang tamu...
menonton rancangan dan drama di televisyen...
pabila drama tersebut tamat...
aku bingkas bangun dan menaiki anak tangga menuju kamar abangku yang kini berada di Dubai...

aku menekan butang di komputer riba...
dan kini aku menulis aktiviti ku dan peristiwa yang terjadi hari ini...
rasanya semua perkataan yang kukarangkan hari ini adalah didalam bahasa melayu...
terasa puas di hati kerana berjaya menggunakan bahasa melayu yang tidak dicampurkan dengan bahasa inggeris...

sekian......

thomas and friends?

huh

im back sitting in front of the laptop screen...

after going out with mom to bank...

and my untie house at bangi...

now...

accompanied by the sound of fan...

and a songs from playlist...

multitasking....

searching the victoria's secret products and collections...

commented my sis photos on facebooks...

surveying some online shopper blogs..

and any other stuffs....

as the time on the bottom right my screen...its already 6.20pm..

and suddenly....

my doors open a bit...

and i hear the thomas and friends theme song on tv...

my mom also sang that song to my nephew husaini at the downstairs...

i stopped for a while when hearing it....

oh...

i start to thinking about adib....

because thomas and friends was 1 of his favourite tv shows...

besides bob the builder and barney...

hurm...

cant wait to see adib and adam....

sadly can't follow mom n dad to london this coming december....

aaarrrgghhh!

next semester is a short sem...

i want to follow them...

huk huk..

but

it will be no midterm holiday....

need to wait till january....

hopefully on january....

airlines have a good offers and discounts...

so that i can continue on my journey to meet adib and adam....

as well as my sis n brother in law....

wuuuu~~~~

-.-

flu...

erm...

bila da hujung2 cuti je....

ade je tak kene....

nak selseme la...

nak demam la...

slalu camni....

aishh...

mcm tak bg start college je....

mmg nak pon cuti lama lama lagi...

tapi....

nak buat cmane....

cuti paling lama pon 3 weeks je....

jealous....

tgk org org lain....

cuti sebulan...

dua bulan...

tiga bulan...

aku...

cuti....

mcm tak cuti pon ada...

hari2 keluar..

tak urusan sendiri...

urusan family....

macam macam nak diuruskan kat luar....

baru je plan nak duduk rumah....

sehari...

tp terpaksa keluar jugak...

tak boleh nak elak...

badan semakin lemah...

selseme semakin teruk...

cuti smakin singkat....

harap2 cepat sembuh selseme ni......

-.-

4th november...

its my besties birthday, teha

and my coursemates birthday, timei

hope they will be blessed and more successful in their future...

on the afternoon...

i accompany mom...

she wanna buy something for her preparations to see my sis...

but unfortnately she couldnt find the coat that she wants...

and she bought me a coat as if im the one who's going...

but im not..

if i have the chance...

yess i will visit my sis...

on the evening afer got back at home....

i was smsing with classmate and he told me to check the exam result...

oh i was so eager to know the result...

and alhamdulillah i got passed all my subject...

but the reslt is not really good...

after a few minutes while chatting with my friends...

i was online window shopping...

coz i don't shop online....

and only surveying the stuffs and price....

i would prefer to shop at the real mall and shops coz i can feel the products

and sometimes bargain for the good price...

and maybe after this i will try to do the online shopping

but im afraid that it will make me addicted to it...

love to buy things....

but didnt really wear it....

i have several things that i havent wear

such as my cloth and platform/wedges....

huhu...

i just like to buy it because its nice and dont really care if i didnt wear it...

or i just wear it once atleast...

and just keep it in my closet and shoe rack....

:P

im back!

huh..

a lots of things happened...

this holiday isn't enough for me...

i need more days off..

a few days left for the semester break...

and im not feeling well now....

result is out....

thankfully i'll passed all the subject...

but....

any how i didn't satisfied with it...

will try to do the best next sem...!

insyaallah...