1 more week left...

huh...
im back at home...
after i finished my class today...
i packed my things and straight away drive back home...
berbuka puasa with family members...
and today is a bit different....
because today adib is being pampered with me....
after arrived at home...
he shout happily when he sees me....
maybe he misses me...
so do i....
happy to see him welcoming me at the door....

and after a few minutes watching tv with adib and husaini....
its time for break fast...
and we all break our fast together...
adib sat next to me at the dining table...
he hold my hands while eating...
a bit surprise and a bit funny because he usually hold his mom hands only....
and he seems so lovely to me....
he shows his cute face while eating...
make all of us laughing and it was entertaining....
maybe he knows that after this he couldn't spend much time with us...
since he will be far away for a long time after this....
but he's just 3 years old....
what does he understand about being far away before he left us...?
i don't know...
or perhaps the instinct is there...
in his heart....

one more week left....
next saturday....
they(my sis,her husband,adib and adam) will be leaving malaysia for 3 years...
or more....
hope everything will be fine....
and hopefully they will remember us always...
especiall adib...
will be missing him so much....
because he's the most pampered nephew of mine....
besides husaini and faiz..
and the other niece's, farhanah fatihah and faiqah....
adam won't understand much because he's just 4 months...
but yes there is technology...
still can be connected even though being far....
its just that the feeling of being near and far is not the same...
cannot touch, or hug, neither kiss...
but its ok...
because it is all experience....

and i just have a little chat with adib....
in his mom's room....
listening to his story...
and he told me...
"makcu...nanti... adib pegi london..... adib tak jumpaaa makcu...."
with his cute voice...
and then....
he said...
" adib nak naik kapal tebang besaaaaa...."
"adib pegi airport"
"naik kapal tebang air asiaaaaa"
"pakai tali pinggang"
"kapal tebang teeeebaaaang tinggiiiiiiii"
and i said....
"lepas tu?"
he said...
" pastuu tuwun....."
"atok naik kewete..."
"adib balik ruma dengan atok..."
i ask him again....
"lepas balik rumah dengan atok adib buat apa..?"
he said...
"adib tidooooo"
he's just too cute and too little to understand about the real plane name...
what he know's is just air asia and mas...
but he seem's like he prefer air asia...
maybe because he rarely travel with mas...
huhu...
some how...
after the chat...
i do feel sad a bit...
and he's pointing his finger to my eyes...
and said...
"mata makcu...."
"merah...."
and i looked into the mirror...
yes it's red a bit...
maybe because i do feel sad at that time...
and i try to hide the sad feels....
and i left adib by going into my bro's room...
and he went downstairs playing in front of the tv...

-hope everything will be fine...
eventhough we will be celebrating raya without adib....
='(